hiii quote of the day-"you never know what you have until its gone"-kat julias leaving for camp tomorrow :(!! its soooooooo sad were not going to see her til like 4 weeks!!!! im sooooooo sad. we all went out to dinner at fridays tonite cuz like yeaa.. it was funn.. hehe we told them it was julias birthday for they brought a cake for her!! hehe... when we droped her off at her house it was really sad!!! she started cryin which made me start crying :(!!! im gonna miss her sooooooo much!!!! julia- your going to have the best time!!!!! it will go by sooo fast n then well all see you again!!!!!!!!!!! hehe yay!!! lol im gonna miss u sooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!! have sooooo much funnnnn n i'll talk to you later!!!! love u babe -gordon okay so anyways im going crazy cuz of adam! hes mad at me cuz i didnt something really stupid n like i guess adam n i kind of figured that we liked eachother but never said it but we werent going out.. like he just brought up with his girlfriend well anyways hes soooo pissed at me n stuff n doesnt want to talk to me n everything and im really sad n like i thought i didnt like him anymore and stuff and now hes playin these games n im going nutz cuz he wont call me or anything and im like callin him and leaving him messages and i NEVER do that to like other guyz n stuff n im starting to think wait do i really like him. i dno im jyst soo confused i dnt kno wat to do. i think im goin crazy!! oyy part of me is kind of mad though cuz i kno he knows wat hes doing to me :( adam- i know you dont kno my diary lol but i want to say im really sorry and i was soo stupid! but you know my reasonz even though thats no question. we werent really "together: yet but like we both had feelings for eachother and now i ruined it. im so sorry! please dont hate me!! you kno me i wouldnt be like almost begging a guy but with you its different. im sooooo sorry! :( -gordon