hellooo... okay i kno this is gonna sound soo weird and soooo dumb but like i knew i updated and then i went and checked and it had my old entry the "ahhh" one so then i figured that i guess i didnt update but now im sure i did and im so confused cuz it saved and now its gone :0. isnt that really weird!??! okay yeaa i kno that i sound realyl dumb rite now but im really confused lol. sunday- lexiis party was sooooooooooooo much fycking funn!! i love you lexii!!! we went swimming and are stupid guyz like kept on leavin and stuff but then we went back to her house and everyone was there! it was a lot of fun!!!! mitch kat and i had a talk about like friendz n stuff it was funn:) and then we all hung around and stuff!! it was a lot of funn!! then afterwards a bunch of us slept at lexiis and it was SOOOOOOOOOO much funn!!!! lol we all shared lovely stories ;) hahaha it was sooo-> much funN!!! :) hehe yay lexii i hope u had an awesome time and i love u sooooo much!!!! monday- cichy sherry emily and i went back to emilys just to get something and we ended up stayin there and we were outside on the tramp. and we were seein if we could swing from those willow trees and sherry grabs on from the top and went to go swing and the whole branch came off!!! it was sooooo fyckinfunny there was a huge hole in the tree!!!! hahahaha ahh i love you sherry. then i walked over to kats house and we both walked to my house which is like 1 hour away!!!!!! ahhh it took so long and when we got to the walgreens part and we really didnt want to walk that so we looked and looked for a ride from someone and couldnt find any young ppl and hten we were startin to walk and we found someone!! yay :) hehe then we got back to my house and i showered and did my hair and then we walked to stephs and got lost wlakin there but it ended up gettin us there faster.. dont ask lol. then at stephs cichy was there 2:)then we were all like really hyper so we walked around stephs neighorhood with like are shirts all the way up like in are bras and are shorts/shirts rolled up to see our butts and are thongs like hangin out! hahaha we were in a sluty mood!! hahahaha then steph took off her pants and was runnin around in her thong and then we all did!! hahaha omfg before out pants were totally off we were walkin and all of a sudden we see jeremy badski phill matt josh and derryk in a car!! hahahaha and then later they all came over at like 2:30 in the morn and left at like 4ish and then we watched a lil bit of home alone 3 and fell asleep. oo yeaa before all those guyz came over zack keegan and shawn came over.. sorry i just remembered lol. okay then watched home alone 3 again and then zack keegan shawn n gorsky came over and then they left and we watched a guy thing and then everyone left lol. okay well i was thinking about school and the comment i got from someone and she was right. i can go through the whole school year regreting every day and hatin it or just deal with it and make it fun. its just a short period of my life so its not really abig deal. i'll make it as fun as a can. i really cant wait for highschool thought!!!!!!!!!!!! ;) heheheh i really am gettin sick of the guyz in my grade.. there just assholes soooooo much and soooooo immature and it drives me nutz!! i hate it and now im gonna have to deal with it for another whole year with out any older guyz :( lol.. okay well i got to go read my book for school lol i have like 120 pages left! haha okay love you all!! -gordon