this is kind of sad when i think about it. well me and my ex still talk and that's totally cool but the sad thing is is that i'm still in love with him. i don't think he knows that or at least i hope he doesn't. neways today my day was going good i was talking to some new friends i met through trista and i was getting to know them and we were hitting it off so i was all excited of course. later on my ex and i were talking just about random shit then later after we got off we started txtin each other. well i was txtin trista at the same time. i ened up txtin him one of her messages and it said "guess who called!!" well when i figured it out i told him i didn't mean to send it to him. but he asked who it was neways and i said it was to trista about a friend, and he got all pissed and said i could've told him neways. well i did and i said the reason i didn't say before is cuz i thought you didn't care or you would get mad and ignore me and that's what he ended up doing. then an hour later he txt me back saying FUCK YOU. i couldn't believe he said that? did i really do something that bad to make him say that? i mean come on? did i deserve that? well i guess i did cuz now i feel bad to even talking to that other person in the first place.... i seriously need help with my love life. that is if that's what you can call it. neways i offcially feel like shit and yeah i don't know what else to say... neone have advice besides telling me to grow up?