well. I've realized I have a lot of hate and grief built up in me because of everything that has happened to me in the past about my birth mom and birth dad and other things. I can't talk about these things ever, no one really knows about them. I have a lot of anger or depressed feelings when they get broughten up. I can't talk to a counsler cause they do no good, if I talk to a friend or family memeber the won't understand. Whom ever I talk to it about; has to actually be in my postion. I feel as if another half of me is missing. Me and Chris went to Knotts Berry Farm. It was great, I love fried chicken I ate fried chicken every day there it's good and their biscuits are bomb. I rode all the scary ridesss, I thought I was going to die on the first drop of Ghost Rider. All the rides screwed up my neck. We got pie too take home, really good. I chose pie over cake, anyday. Spring break is going great. Tomorrow, I'm leaving to go shopping in Scottdale, woo. I got a cool snazzy snoopy keychain to add on to my snoopy keychain collection. I took pictures of snoopy from far away on the bus. overall, I had a good time.