I think what happens in the park stays in the park, with that said i have fucked up in life a bit and when i try to make everything right by doing good somthing else bites me in the ass.....thats more than likely karma i have wronged a lot of people but thats ok i am a mean person,err....at least i speak my mind if i dont like someone well they find out hard,mean,and rude way mostly to get my point across but thats not all........ i will have to write later i am to pissed off to talk about it...bye bye

you know i am going to give you the run down i have been seeing this ex_girl off and on for like 3 times i know its not that much but when ever i get her to want to do somthing,somhing comes up like the one week her mom wasnt there,her fucking cousin ,which is "charlie"who is like 10-or-12 i dont know i am drunk and high had to bee there so we couldnt do anything on top of that her mom came home home at like 2 or 3 in the morning,right when her cousin was falling asleep, iam like whatb the fuck "fate" dosent like me you know then she decided to go out with this like 24 year old and that made me hate him you know what i mean, anyways i dont know what i am thinking one night she comes over and i wanted ti kiss her but she backed off and i was like what the hell was i thinking i wanted to forget about her but i cant get her off my mind for somthing fucking reason i dont know but i guess "Shit Happens" mostly to me!!!!! until next time later dude and dudets

I had to check on this job where my dad works today because my dad was bitching about me not having job last night,he said his boss Tim was supposed to be there to give me an interview but when i got there he was in south florida where i dont know and dont care i went to check on this job and he wasnt there so i went home there was nothing i could do but leave my application there with this bitch who said she will make sure he gets it,well this is my luck...Iam going to check on this window installing job today i have to call this dude ricky and check on it...only then will i know anything about it,this sux because my court date was pushed to the 27th of january and its already the 9th man this is bullshit....well i guess thats all for now peace out

Dam it is really cold i have nothing to do tonight errr unless somthing comes up like what i dont know yet well see what happens.....i have been sober for like 2 months no drugs have been in my system i guess thats good for now job hunting sux really bad but i met this dude that might be able to get me a job installing window frames or somthing like that oh well shit happens ill be getting like $8.00 an hour so thats cool....thats all for now i guess peace out

Well it was january 2 like teusday me and my homeslice over dosed on coricidin cough and cold i took like 30 pills and my homeboy took 40 pills why? you might ask or what were we thinking? well they fuck you up, wierd fucking trip anyway we went to the hospital i got out like 6:30 in the morning and had to go to court at like 9:00am which sucked because i was still tripping but the judge gave me an extension for january 27 which was cool,also me and my homeboy are alright and won't be doing them any time soon. well thats what happened so far......... until next time peace out ps.i will write later

Hell yeah i have the money for my court cost i finally got the checks from Fast Boys Wings that were lost or something anyway i gave mom $140.00 and she will give me $200.00 on january 3 which will give me $340.00 for the court cost,i am chilled out now i am not going to get locked up and to top that off New Years Eve is 2 days away and my homeslice is getting some money to go to the mall and get shit and still have some left to get drunk all fucked up,on the plus side we aren't going to do any drugs because i have to take a drug test at my dads work,which i will pass and when i start ill get like $10.00 an hour life is good for now well see if somthing dosen't come up like what? i don't know "Shit Happens" all the time well anyways peace out P.S. Have any of yall tried Coricedian cough and cold? that shit will fuck you up

Well lets see my dad can get me a job where he works but i have to stop doing drugs,this is a most diffcult task why? because every one i know dose them,anyways stoping them wont be that hard its the fun in doing them that i will miss but i have to be more responsible to get my life on track i need to get G.E.D,Drivers Licence,and finally s good job. Until next time peace out

Lets see jod hunting isn't going good i went to 6 or 7 different jobs and most of them said there not hiring and only like one said they would hire me but after the holidays,i am guessing they mean after christmas and new years but i have to go to court on january 3 at 1:30pm to pay $340.00 for court costs,if this is the case i will need to come up with the money some how if i don't i'll be arrested and locked up for like 2 or 3 months,they will have to catch me first if i dont have the money i will have a kapus warrent if i dont go to court,"Shit Happens" oh well well see how this goes. ps.it will suck ass if i get arrested and locked up i wont let that happen :)

Whats up people you know me just chillian here at the library for now i dont have a computer it crashed or somthing like that its in the shop getting repaired so in the mean time me and my homeslice antonio walked to the library to write and keep in touch with all who read the entries and up date yall on whats going on at the time at least being at the library is keeping me out of trouble during the day and the cool thing is i walk past wendys and get free food from my mom who works there well thats all for now....until later.. peace out P.S whats blue and is hanging in my front yard? My Nigger and ill paint him what ever color i want

Well i havent been on the computer because i was arrested for slashing tires on november 23 and didn't get out until december 8 and i have to go back to court january 3 to pay $340.00 for court cost and restitution i am so glad i got out for christmas and new years but with that said when i got out my job at Fast Boys Wings my manager told my mom i can keep my job so i worked friday it was the same day i got out but then 2 days later tori said she didn't want me working there so they fired me i am now jobless :( well like i say all the time "Shit Happens" mostly to me oh well now to find a job ha this is what drives people to hustle and go to a criminal life,wel i am going to the recruting place for the army or marines today and see how good i do on the asvab test.Until then later. P.S. life is great when you don't fuck up but when you do it is HELL.

Thats right shit happens to me the money is gone so now i cant go to planet fest life is great well its also partly my fault i needed to eat at work so i baught a hamburger meal at Fast Boys Wings which was like $7.99 ha well.......know you know what has happened

Finally i now have the money to go to Planet Fest ha ha ha when i got paid i spent the money on "the stuff" to party and forgot to buy the ticket but now i was paid $ 30.00 to help unpack boxes from moving....Ha and there it was the chance to redeem my self and get the ticket now i am happy :)

When i went to work waiting for timmy to get me for football i was like 20min late so he was there but i wasnt there to go play football which SUCKED but any way i went to the kitchen to check the schedule and will was there the manager,he said "whats up kenny?" i said "nothing just chillian" didnt even mention the meeting maby a good thing but then again who knows,i work tomorrow 5pm-11pm ha what fun that will be.....:P well lets see how that goes..until then later

Today i was supposed to go to a meeting at 8:00 am but i didnt get up til just know which is 11:55 am,i think the meeting was important meaning i am probly going to be fired for not being there,so i called and asked them was there a meeting today one of the managers picked up and said there was one at 8:00 but tori the one who set it up wasnt there when i called and i have to talk to her for missing the meeting,i also work tonight 6:00pm-11:00pm so i will let yall know how this goes when i get back.

Ha sometimes when i am chillian you know what i mean uhmmm i space out and think about my life what i am doing and sometimes i ask my self what the hell am i doing here or what am i doing i ask my self is it worth it? i dont know shit happens well lets see how this day goes, i am off work today but work tomorrow,my plan this payday which is next friday is to put $50.00 dollars aside and take the G.E.D test and get that over with ive been trying to but things come up and i never get around to it after that i will get my dad to take me to get my drivers license,thats the plan lets see if it goes smoothly if not ill let yall know how it goes. ps.Until then later

will someone be kind enough and tell me how to add friends i forgot

Like i said the cops always try some fuck shit,last night i was walking around the neighborhood at like 3:00 in the morning bored with nothing to do and this pig asks me what am i doing,so i said uhmmm walking around,he was like how old are u,19 dude,so to the point someone was stealing shit from the neighborhood i was in and that makes me a suspect for stoping or some shit like that he didn't search me "good thing" i had some lorcets 10650 on me but like i said shit happens i have to work at 6pm to 11pm tonight which is cool at least i will not be getting in trouble anyway well see how this goes peace out people. ps.good looking out irockhardcore hope you are doing good.

Whats up guys and girls me i ve been chillian yall know ive been away form the internet for a while avoiding the cops trying not to be arrested for battary on another person but shit happens on the plus side ive gotten a job at Fast Boys Wings the Job Corps thing didn't go well and i still dont have a place to stay,so i am moving around paying rent to some of my friends that let me stay with them for awhile or until somthing comes up like i dont know when ever the cops try some fuck shit or i just fuck up but ive been working on staying out of trouble but yall know how that goes "when ever i look for trouble i dont find it,but when i want to stay away from trouble it always finds me." Maby its my luck but i deal with it however it comes well ill let you know some other shit later until then stay alive everyone. ps.Ill try to stay in cantact to up date yall peace out.

I was kicked out of the house with no job and i dont have a G.E.D well life sux right now i have been staying at my friends houses but i dont want to do that anymore i have to much pride to ask for help anymore i am going to job corps or somthing like that,well i am going to get a job save some money and go to California i have family up there i live there for a few months and get my life on track,stop doing drugs you know all that shit well i have to go talk later... P.S. Shit Happens and all i can do know is put up with this shit and see how this turns out.

well lets see i am BORED and dont know what to write,i am looking for a job.....i hate job hunting it sucks,i also hate being broke thats my motivation for job hunting well i guess this is it for now;.....