whats been happening

Feeling: confused
so well i like this girl shes great but i wont be able to see her for 3 months and i might be gone for awile but ill be bac before she moves back to town well me and my homeboy kenny over dosed and ccc and almost died but we're fine and about that girl shes kool and i hope she understands that i really care for her and don't worry about me when im in rehab ill be ok and i hope i get to see her when i get out <3 u cuttie and about that girl im confussed because she said she liked me but then she was talkin to me avout a guy she liked and it wasnt me im just confussed and she says she dosent want to have a relasoinchip right now witch i understand but i dont know whats goin on if she likes me or this other guy well thats it for now
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sup my peeps

Listening to: when im gone_eminem
Feeling: blah
so was going on nmhjc well i get off grounded soon niggas man its going to be so good to leve the house well thats all for now ttyl peace ps what happens when a jew with a bonner walks into the wall his nose brakes
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I get paid in 2 days

Feeling: eh
well lets see i ge paid $300 this weekend and i have $55 from my g-ma so im going to the mall with my homeslice kenny and get some shit and save about $100 of that to get shit faced drunk on NEW YEARS EVE well got to split ps what happens when a nigger looks up his family tree? A gorilla shits in his face :)
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At the library

Listening to: I.C.P Dating Game
Feeling: alive
so me and my dawg kenny r sitting here at the library and i hope my nigga gets his checks so we can get that "White Girl" so my b-day was monday now im 16 and xmas is around the corner so well i got to go meet some hot bitches gtg peace ps how do u get a nigger to wear a condom put a nike logo on that bitch hahahahaha
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2 more dayz

Listening to: laffy taffy__D4L
Feeling: childish
HELL YEAH FRIDAY I GET OFF OF RISTRICTION IM GOIN TO GET CRUNK IM GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN WELL I GOT SKOOL TOMMOROW AND I HOPE JESSICA IS THERE SO I CAN FIGURE OUT THE NOTE WELL I GOT TO GO BYE MY PIMPS AND HOES PS HEY HEY YOU NOT YOU THE DRUNK ONE YEAH THATS YOU KENNY GET ONLINE U DRUGY
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N.M.H.J.C

Feeling: whiney
well today i was suspended today so i couldent talk to her so i am making a new cd and i could use some drugs right now im so down for some odd resone oh well so im bored and i have one last thing to say to yall HEY HEY YOU NOT YOU THE FAT ONE
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i fucked up big time

Feeling: fresh
well i got grounded for skippen and to make it worse i snuck out and stud the night at the twins and no im in deep shit and i think my gf about to break up with me oh well shit happens but i do care about her alot and it will hurt for a culple days or till kenny gets payed lol well i gtg peace ps nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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oh i think they like me

Feeling: cheerful
so was up my pimps and hoes i piss of so many people i have just one thing to say "OH I THINK THEY LIKE ME" so my sis told me that my gf jessica has some beef with this girl claire no warrys she can handle her self but when i heard that is she touches her she will get jumped i got so hot i told my sis i hve no problem hitin you or any of your girl friends and if there bf got some problems i live in paridise villaga rockin the pv boys come down and git a traler park beat down well igtg sell yall on the flip side ps hey hey you not you the fuckin pig
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wow

Feeling: amused
so was up nmhjc so im so happy with my new girlfriend jessica se wasnt at skool today and i really like and care for this girl so ok i need some yay or some pills would do im hanging with my homeslice kenny(god1986) and i might be going to planet fest 6 sweet well halloween me and kenny about got in to a fight with these bitches and the hide behinde there girl freinds lol fucking coons well gtg bye ps HEY YOU YOU WITH THE FACE
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fuck the free world

Feeling: bitchy
was up people this is the new and improved antonio im back bitches ive got red hair witch is about to go back to black and if u got a problem with me fuck u this juggalo says fuck the free world and about that girl stephanie if she dont want me her lost she dont know how good i would be for her if we went out but if shes to stupid to she that ill go get a girl who will see yall later
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waz up

Listening to: nickelback:photograph
Feeling: happy
waz up my pimps and hoes nmhjc so whats her name moved away thank god shes being a real bitch so my home slice kenny is getting payed friday you know what that means yay lol so theres this girl jessica that i like and im trying to hook up with her i told her to break up with her bf and she did and now shes asking me all these questions so she can get to know me better and ever since i started to talk to her again ive been the happiest ive ever been oh i almost forgot yesterday ashley went to go fight amanda and her amandas mom tryed to stop it so ashley snapped and started to beat the fuck out of her and amandas mom pulled ashley by the hair and slamed her on the ground and then i snaped and ran over there and pushed amandas mom on the ground and hit her in the back and told her never hit asley again or i would kill her and then amanda and her mom started to jump me then my home dawg danny ran up and push her and kicked a table over and me and him just started yelling we both lost it then coy rode up and started to laugph at the hole thing then this redneck dude came up and then me and danny started to get even madder and we were this close from beating the fuck out of him but then the tralerpark maniger came and broke it up and me and danny spent the hole day running from the cops lol so i gtg see yall on the flip side peace
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confused? so am i

Feeling: confused
so this is why im confused ok that girl stephanie i fucked her twice now and one day me and kristy was makeing a joke and told her and ashley that we fucked (witch we didnt) and stephanie got so depreesed and mad and sad and then i found out that she has feelings for me but shes not sure what they are so im at skool with my frend ryan and hes looking at naked chicks. lol say hi ryan "bugar" so i got a pack of cigs at home wating for me and the bell is about to ring so you guys later love peace and afro greace antonio
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CHILLIN

Feeling: chillin
sup nm just chillin im thinkin about dyeing my hair i want it to be eather red,blue,green or pink it's just going to be my tips so what color do yall think it should be LOVE,PEACE,AND AFRO GREACE BONG SNOOTCHIE BOOTCHIE NOOTCHIES LOL JAY AND SILENT BOB RULE
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sup

Feeling: alright
HEY SUP NM HERE JUST CHILLIN WELL IM GOING TO THIS KILLER SKATE PARK WITH MY FRIENDS TANNER, ERIC,RANDY,CHARLES,AND SOME OTHER DUDES LOL WELL I GOT TO GO LOVE PEACE AND AFRO GREACE ANTONIO PS IM STARTING TO LOSE WEIGHT LOL BONG
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how come

Feeling: down
how come when ever people i know lives get better mine gets wores and wores it suxs why cant my lfe get better why. well thats all ive got to say so oo yea i do have something to say here read the lyrics to this song it says every thing about me, here read I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed 'cuz you came around Why don't you just go home? 'Cuz you channeled all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is... I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You should've never come around Why don't you just go home? 'Cuz you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel BONG lol ttyl LOVE PEACE AND AFRO GREASE
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good news

Listening to: VivaLaBam-Theme song
Feeling: happy
well the good news is i can see my friend stephanie with out all thes emotions going through me i still care for her but now i can hold some of the emotions back. and im finaly going to see one of my friends its going to be fun. well g2g LOVE PEACE AND AFRO GREASE ANTONIO
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it hurts

Feeling: depressed
hey yall supp well my friend stephanie has got a new bf and i couldnt be happyer for her. it just hurts real bad to see her with him, maybe its because i found that i love her and i dont know what i was thinkin in the last entry but i would love tobe a fwb never have been one before might be fun lol well thats all i got to say so ps: the only good thing about today is that i passed the 8th grad i got a 3.08 GPA this is sweet BONG lol love always antonio
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