{21} Dad

Feeling: abandoned
Something isn't right. I can feel it again. This isn't the first time that you left me waiting. Sad excuses, and false hope time. I saw this coming. Still I dont know why I let you in. So take your empty words and broken promises, and all the time you stole. Cuz I am done with this. I can give it away. I'm doing everything I should have. And now I'm making a change. I'm living today. I'm giving back what you gave me. I don't need anything. Every where I go, Everyone I meet, Everytime I try to fall in love, They all wanna know why I'm so broken... Why am I so cold? Why I'm so hard inside? Why am I scared? What am I afraid of? I dont even know. This story never had an end. I've been waiting, I've been searching, I've been hoping, I've been dreaming you would come back. But I know the ending of this story. You're never coming back... NEVER! I knew it all along You're so predictable I knew something would go wrong. You don't have to call, Or say anything at all. You're so predictable. Everywhere I go for the rest of my life. Everyone I love Everyone I care about They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me. And I know what it is. I'm ending this right now.
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Believe me, feelings of depression are not real. Depression is a parasite that attaches itself to any negative thing in your life and maginifies it 1000 times. These feelings can be destroyed, in time.
[Anonymous]
cute.. your thing is cute but im athiest so im not big on the God thing
[Anonymous]