i never realized how affected i would be from this.
today was Scott's funeral.
it was so unbelievably sad.
i dont think ive cried that much in a very long time.
i cried more on the drive home though,
and i cried even harder once i got home.
the eulogy's were all amazing.
but Erika, Alana, and his sister Whitney's
were by far the best, and funniest.
i miss him.
i dont know why im so affected by this.
we havent talked in so long.
but he was going places.
he had an amazing future ahead of him.
and it has been taken away so quickly.
i saw them carry the casket out of the church.
that is when it hit me that this is all so very real.
i hate that this is real.
i just cannot fathom that i will never see him again.