so i lost my camera for photography and my grandma came in and started asking me questions about it and i just broke down. cried. she got mad at first. and i was just thinking wow! i cant even say a word without getting in trouble. but she eventually listened i said a lot that i havent told family ever. SO RELIEVED i didnt even say it all but im still feeling a lot better. she called my mom and my mom is supposed to call somewhere tomorrow but she will stall i know because thats her money shed have to spend. thats okay though im just glad its been said. one load off my shoulders. so nice. now to tackle the others. hmmmm