*Ever feel like your alone but ur really not? Your never alone gods there watching* I am at my friend Shatonna's right now and its about maybe almost midnight and i talked to Wes one time today and it wasn't even long. I got so pissed because i grabbed my cell phone and put in on the top of my bag but my bag was full so it fell out. And i called my mom to get the bf's number off of it and he hasn't picked up his phone the eleven times that i've called him and i'm so sad..I even got my mom to try and call him to tell him i was calling by a different number. lol... I am watching "Dawn of the Dead" for the first time its ok i like it but i rather more realistic and more action... i guess I can't wait til Saturday my man comes home... he's sleeping over but my brother can't know cuz he'll tell my dad..... see i love my mom to death i really do and if you met her you would too. *ShEs GrEaT* i tell her everything and i love our relationship because i know my mom always there for me no matter what and i love it sooo much because she tells me sercets too... thats kind of why i hate my dad! i don't like really hate him to where i can't stand it anymore i use to be that way but i guess you can say i've learn to deal with it.. Like i learned kind of how to deal with my brother its hard to ignore him because hes one of those people who thinks he is always right no matter what.....and I am not the person to teach him wrong so i argue with him most of the time. I'm getting better though i don't really call him stupid or retarded only cuz i'll get puinshed (not really)(hes kind of not all there thought hes 17 but at like a 6th grade level) i really do love him to death though. anywayz my days been pretty normal i found out when Jared is coming and he is willing to ride a freakin bus for 17 hours to see me! wow...... i don't know if i would do that across the US but he's also 18 not 15. Well i am kind of in a different room from my friend and i'm at her house and i feel bad soooo....i'm going to finish wathcing the movie and hope Wes will pick up my called tomorrow i don't think he knows the area code because it is different from mines. *As the time strolls by, i'm waiting for my guy.* *senseless*