My nerves often get the best of me. I always seem to find myself in trouble when this happens. It's annoying, I know. But certainly not uncalled for, I don't think. It sucks that nobody wants to listen. I wish I could read things better. I get myself carried away with too many 'what-ifs'. I guess I'm not as good as things as I thought I would be. It's becoming harder and harder to let go of my fears. I want to talk about it, but I can't.