ya theres really no word to describe what i feel right now but this could be one some others could be tired, sad, confused, broken, and happy and jumbled together to create one mega-emotion. in my last entry i said no one should stay sad but i am trying to do that and its not working for me ya know? first hour sucked most second was kinda good but o i dont know theres so much in my head i cant sort it all out. today in earth science jr mooned me. it was weird. then nick a mooned me in gym and that was normal so i dont know it was all around a bad day. i feel like hitting someone and i cant hit my sister anymore so i dont know who to hit. o well. my deardra got hit in the face with a football and her nose started bleeding it was really sad. well i have to go babysit but i will probably write again or something ~no school tomorrow~ yay!!