no not again

You fail to see how much I care for you I don’t know what to do anymore I love you very much D I care too much too let you go and I don’t know what to do anymore I cant stand to be without you please tell me what to do I knowen you for 4 years I like you for 3 years I loved you for 2 and I was lost with out you this last year I truely do care for you
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a long time

i told her i told her that i love her she told me thank you for telling me she told me, i love you too i couldnt Believe what just happen
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cant hear the past

its been days since i have heard your voice i miss it so dearly and need to much i cant live without you by my side...but now you used me like i am your little friends you toss me aside like nothing now you are off with your lover and where am i, no where to be found. i waited and waited for you, but i never recive a damn thing from you i guess thats how much you care about me well fuck you and never ever come near me all you do is give me problems all you do is come to me when you have to deal with shit and you never come to me and tell me how much you love me i guess its all me,,, i just wish for one thing stop lying to me thats all i ask for stop lying to me and tell me the truth. Do You Love Me/?
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too soon

Listening to: thursday
Feeling: alone
i have know her for like 2 years now and we have been close friends i think and i love her but i know i should not tell her because it will ruin our friendship its better to have her as a friend than to lose her right
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slowing down

i love a person so much but know it seems like it faded away but i love her so much and i know i do but i cant help it i need to stay away from her i know she does not love me but still i will aways love her till the end and i dont know why am i just being stupid well i dont know and i know my friend is going to say that i am really dumb well bye for now
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ok

thanks emochic i will go out and look for better chikcas that will at least treat me a little better and not drop me on my head well not really but i am already over her i like someone else and i think you know who it is lolololololololololololololololololololololol is it karla or your mom ;)
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well just here again

man i hate this i hate i hate i hate i dont want it to end like this why because i dont because i love her too much i cant help it i just want a chance with her and i will never get it and i know that i wont man screw this schit
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semit times

WE slow down,, you give out, its's getting closer to the end. I'm getting so scared to whats's going to happen. all my feelings are still here inside waiting to explode out, i cant hold it any longer.. i use to love the old times but it seems i will never see the past anymore and our future is just gone,, why now when i need you the most,, why here the in middle of nowhere,, the time is so late the, time is not mine to give.. i gave all i can,, now its up to you now, my love for you is too strong right now, but you dont seem to care just let me know why? was all this time gone for no reason
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made during B lunch

There goes my life just Three days until i leave and you dont care why should you, you dont love me just leace me just be gone. I gave you everything, all my life and what do i get back not a damn thing. Was all this just for you was all this just a game that you played with me, And why did you do this to me i love you so much i could have given you the world but i guess that is not engough for you, so much love put into one person so much caring put into you all i did for you was everything i could, i dont understand why, i dont know how but i cant stand this anymore please someone help me someone pull me out of this pit or just end my life by shoothing me in the head. right . its the fastest way to kill me but my heart will still be beating for you long after i die is this a curse, that i love you now what do i do. What do i do WHAT NOW
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well in san antonio it is rainy outside and it is cool but i almost died today my car spun out of control and my life did not flash before my eyes what does that mean,, the only thing i saw was the person i loved so much and what would happen if i didnt see again and she does not even love me or like me i think,, but i am pretty sure she does not love me well thats all, later, i wish she would loved me i love her so much
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waiting

me just here getting late waiting for something dont know what to do i wish i can tell whats up ahead but i know there is going to be some problems what to do just wait or go and find someone that i love and they love me back man i wish all this wasnt on me right now too much problems in one day too much shit in one week my heart is not working i guess it died out like a week ago i just want one chance with this one girl just one day or even one min with her and just tell her how much i love her but what is the point she wont love me BACK right i just got to go on and find someone else someone that will help me someone that wont treat me like shit*******she dose not treat like shit she is the nicest person in the world next to emochic********* this pass weekend i found out what she means to me on saturday night i found out how much i love her but there is no point too telling her anyway she love this other person soooo much i can tell by the way she looks at him and who am i to break up a perfect couple right i am noone special i dont look good i dont make her smile anymore all i do is give her problems i guess there is no use for me now!
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