So like I have a crush and I am sure that everyone knows who it is but I am not going to say who it is because well, I just dont want to..... so anyways I am taking him to the movies tommorow in Gaylord. We are going to see the corpse bride and I cant wait. This person is also my homecoming date and I am excited since he is my first date ever. So I know I sound like a giddy school girl and thats why my mood is giddy I have a right to be happy for me and not someone else for once in a long time. I know it sounds selfish but I would like to be selfish for a little while be happy for me be jealous of me or just be mad but either way I am not changing it. LOVE tHE SeLFisH ONe Emily Rose Quinlan

so i am like up to my asshole in homework so i am going to keep it nice and short umm i have a lot of homework to do there now i am done have a nice day Emily Rose Quinlan

I am done writing here if you want to talk to me I am now on my space I have to many diaries so I am done

if it stayed i'd never leave it if that turned around i'd grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about i mean that loving you is strange and adored by me throughout oh no it's you again someday soon you'll find that someone waiting for the chance to beat you drooling on the set to feel you blessing you with every kiss chorus: tying yourself to me stitch up my emptiness 'cause your the death of me so precious, loving the thrill such the patient one who needs me the spoiled one who wins so shocking where's your sense don't you know i hate you so unsatisfied you little girl chorus x 2 rolling dice and seeming queer bastard love a sick affair let's see what new disease you'll fetch i mean that fucking you is strange and adored by me throughout oh it's you again blessing you with every kiss so precious you know this hate of mine exploded i'm so deranged you know i will never be the same chorus

I made this in less than an hour and by this I mean I fixed my diary this a little better for me and I like it. I am going with sean to homecoming and I am excited. It will be so much fun I am going to Owosso on Friday so I won't be in school I hope you all miss me I know that I will not (will) miss you for a little while and then I will start to have fun just joking anyways ummm yeah thats pretty much the excitment in my life and so yeah I am babbling now and I am going to go so BYES Emily Rose Quinlan

Well I have not much to write or rant about so I will just let you all know this my life is not an easy infact almost no ones is. I am tired of going home and having to clean up and listen to both of my sisters tell me how useless I am and that they cannot wait until I move out. It hurts me so but none the less I live a fairly lonely life and I am not going to lie I haven't really been eating incase you notice the drastic drop in weight. I am eating sometimes but of course no carbs and I tried to eat some carbs last night and I threw up so its hard. But anyways and now I am going to just try to slowly disappear. Until Then Emily Rose Quinlan See you on the other side

OOOOHHHH I am in so much pain and the mood explains it all I hurt god someone just put me out of my misery god why me why me ok i am done I had alot of fun and stuff this weekend and I cant explain for i dont know who is reading this anyways have a super night.

So Homecoming was one of the greatest nights of my life it was also one of the most bizarre ones. I was violated beyond belief and in a joking manner but it was hilarious and disturbing all at the same time. I cannot name names because i dont wanna but it was fun so thats all if you want details to bad or just ask and maybe I will tell you all about it whos to say just stop on in to emily world for a little visit and see if you can the all that is Emily Rose Quinlan MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

So anyways my dad shut off the internet at my house and so now I am not going to be writing that often so feel free to talk to me in school or just let me know that I need to be reading your diary ok'' Emily Rose Quinlan

Come on, come on, come on, come on (Together) We will go our way (Together) We will leave someday (Together) Your hand in my hands (Together) We will make our plans (Together) We will fly so high (Together) Tell all our friends goodbye (Together) We will start life new (Together) This is what we'll do (Go West) Life is peaceful there (Go West) In the open air (Go West) Where the skies are blue (Go West) This is what we're gonna do (Go West, this is what we're gonna do, Go West) (Together) We will love the beach (Together) We will learn and teach (Together) Change our pace of life (Together) We will work and strive (I love you) I know you love me (I want you) How could I disagree? (So that's why) I make no protest (When you say) You will do the rest (Go West) Life is peaceful there (Go West) In the open air (Go West) Baby you and me (Go West) This is our destiny (Aah) (Go West) Sun in wintertime (Go West) We will do just fine (Go West) Where the skies are blue (Go West, this is what we're gonna do) There where the air is free We'll be (We'll be) what we want to be (Aah aah aah aah) Now if we make a stand (Aah) We'll find (We'll find) our promised land (Aah) (I know that) There are many ways (To live there) In the sun or shade (Together) We will find a place (To settle) Where there's so much space (Without rush) And the pace back east (The hustling) Rustling just to feed (I know I'm) Ready to leave too (So that's what) We are gonna do (What we're gonna do is Go West) Life is peaceful there (Go West) There in the open air (Go West) Where the skies are blue (Go West) This is what we're gonna do (Life is peaceful there) Go West (In the open air) Go West (Baby, you and me) Go West (This is our destiny) Come on, come on, come on, come on (Go West) Sun in wintertime (Go West) We will feel just fine (Go West) Where the skies are blue (Go West) This is what we're gonna do (Come on, come on, come on) (Go West) (Go West) (Go, ooh, go, yeah) (Go West) (Go, ooh, go, yeah) (Go West) (Go, ooh, go, yeah) (Go West) (Go, ooh, go, yeah) (Gimme a feelin') (Gimme a feelin') (Go West) (Gimme a feelin') (Gimme a feelin') (Go West) (Gimme a feelin') (Gimme a feelin') I know this is cheesey but hey so am I and I love this song for some reason even though I know that it really sux