i figured i'd post some poetry so here goes staring at my blank arm wondering what to write i somehow find the courage on this dark weariless night staring at your picture wondering what went wrong tears of remorse fall down these are my suicidal love songs i grip the blade in my trembling hand my open window; wide feel the air;the rush the head lights gleam and it shines the ardrenaline hits me i slowly stick in the blade i carve slashes words and symbols until the pain does fade the blood is running faster now[thicker] a burning searing pain the blade is cool, the pain is hot outside my window, it starts to rain i do not dare close the window but step out into the open night i sit on the roof in the rain on this massochistic lonely night i wash off all the blood salty water enters my veins clear the blade, taste the blood drip down to the passing lanes so i lay there, in the rain quietly i cry drowning in the blood secretly i'm longing to die i crawl back inside my attempt has failed hide in my room the door has been nailed the telephone rings i don't feel like answering it's you and you say you love me and your leaving death is fast approaching now blood fills my ears &now i'm wishing i had someone to kiss away the tears you run through the rain you know something is not right sudden terror strikes you in the middle of the night you knock on the door i feel too weak to get up you run inside, to my room break open the door then stop bloody, you find my body cold and dead quietly you hold me cry and your tears fall then kiss my forehead my poetry love you; -cassandrahxox♥™ EDIT:// go here it is funneh but true http://www.mycrazyvideos.com/video_emo_401.html love you; -cassandrahxox♥™