its been a while. today wa sour first soccer game. i was so nervous all day. 7th period i was driving every1 crazy and shaking. i peed like 4 times. every1 else on the team was nervous too. we got dressed n stuff and went out there to warm up. we played an ok team. they kindof sucked. we got lined up on the sidelines and they called my name and i ran onto the middle of the field. they did that for all the starters. and we did the anthem and it wa sso scary. roxannas like...i dont want to go over there...amy will you go with me??? shes so funny. so i wa slike shaking. and the first half i did really good. i got to play forward and dribble and cross and shoot. i missed a huge open goal because im retarded and tripped. but i shot like 5 times and made some good passes. i had this perfect one to testa right infront of the goal and she botted it but missed. omg i thot i did so bad but every1 sed i did really good. jd sed i should be on varsity, morgan and cally wanted me to play for their team, hany told my mom i did really good, coach rick sed i did great, my dad didnt complain, and the lady coach se di did good, so did my mom and rox's mom. and im also like the only one on the team that can use their left foot. we were playing and in the second half, i went off to sub and i heard people going WOOOOHHHH SAAARRRAAA!!!!!!! i wa slike who the hell is that? i look up and see jackie maggie kristen tori and coach hany up there smiling. it was so funny. i wanted to cry tho because i miss them so much. i want to go back to club soccer. its way better and more fun. so then i stayed for the varsity game bcuz mom was working in consessions. it was freezing and i didnt have sweats. i almost died. me and tally cally and morgan sat together and listened to the superman guy in red corderoy pants yell the funniest stuff at the varsity players. omg it was hilarious. me and tally ate me and roxannnas buddy bags. haha the varsity ppl were amazing. theyre games r so much fun to watch. theyre really fast and use their heads alot. it wa sso cool. theyre really agrressive and were shooving each othe raround and sliding and flipping. holy crap it wa slike freaking competition cheerleading flips. so mom shut the snakc placeand we took homme a box of pizza, popcorn, and 13 hotdogs and stuffed it in my soccer bag. it was so much fun. im practicing this weekend and were going ot kick ass on tuesdays game...i hope. its against starsmill which is supposed ot b really good. well show them