you're not going to read this. but i don't care... i honestly do not know what i have done to you... yeah...i can understand that i did things to you in the past concerning brett and stuff but i dont deserve this treatment you want to tell me how you think? fine i have no problem with that. but i dont want to even hear that you are a queen that you are perfect that you have a perfect life and that all the boys want you because i hear you in classes talking about pointless things over and over again stupid things that should have been let go and yeah... this bulletin is stupid i will admit it... and i don't hate you...nor have i ever but i think you are acting ridiculous... i have never done anything to you. never said anything bad about you i've never beat you, punched you, or had any spite towards you. but if you read this...i'm going to ask.. why? what made you change your opinion about me? what makes you god to judge me or anyone else? yeah... i fucked up in the past we all fuck up you fucked up too and im just too stupid for still caring apparently. you wont read this and if you do read it...i know you are not going to answer because you are soo fucking proud and i'll tell you...you are never going to get anywhere in life with your pride... this is messed up... one day i will give you a box full of all the things you've ever written me..and i will give you a letter telling you everything. and then that will be the day that i want to forget you for the rest of my life.. but as i said...i dont hate you i'm hurt by you and you may be reading this and thinking about how stupid i am... but i dont care.