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by irockhardcore
Feeling: cold
I don't know what I am going to do. My room mate is the BIGGEST asshole I have ever met in my life. Bryan (my bf) and I want him the fuck out of here but we need him or we can't pay all of our bills. We would most likely have to move or I drop college. So I have decided to drop college next semester.And I am going to work full time. But I mean I don't want to be the one to tell Josh he has got to go, but I mean he lies, is lazy, and is an ass about everything. Grr.
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[sigh] i can't say on the roommate thing, but i do know that i have a problem dealing with brother[s] and i'm pretty annoyed at them too. but of course, that's normal kid stuff. [to your previous entry] oh wow! i didn't know you were in photography classes. lol.
i wish you weren't going to drop out :/ i'll move in...i'm gonna need a place to go anyway, my parents are moving to china! ...lol.
really though kim, i wish you wouldn't drop out. there's gotta be a better way to go about things, i mean, you only have another year left and it's so hard to go back :/ couldn't you find another roommate? get a smaller place? i know this isn't likely to happen...but what if things with you and bryan fall apart? then where would that leave you, you know? i'm not trying to second guess you, i'm just playing devil's advocate, you know?
i love you girly, you know that. and i worry about you :/ i just want whats best for you. <333
meh. it's okay. people get hurt all the time. you hurt me, and i know i hurt you...whatever. we're square. point is, it's in the past now. let's leave it there. okay? <3
so feel free to tell me if you get annoyed with me, lol. i just realized that i'm probably being a little rediculous...it's just that, when we weren't talking, almost every day something would happen or something that would make me think of you, and it'd make me sad because i couldn't call you and tell you. but now when that stuff comes up, i can tell you! so i do, lol. buuut i'll understand if it gets annoying, you'll just have to tell me.
I'd be good with that =] and you're not lame. i miss our random sitdiary conversations and letters...alot, actually. i think it's an amazing idea. and don't worry, i deleted your comment so that no one would see the password =] not that anyone but you and sam read it, but still, lol.q