goddamn i am bored, if anyone bothers to look at my sit diary tell me what your summer's been like. peace out, -P.S. I SMOKE ROCKS!!

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i just wish all this middle school drama would die. some of us with real issues think its just a massive sack of bullshit, and its not just me. untill people have something life-altering happen in their lives that is actually bad, dont go bitching and thinkning that your some poor victim. i hope this message will get through to you guys, but of course it wont. all most of you guys can think about is 'o my god, i think he likes me...' or 'o my god, yesterday so-and-so said this, and it hurt my feelings, so im gonna act depressed.' well im sick of it, for the three or four people in the class that do have issues, im sure you feel the exact same way. im sorry if im coming off as an insensitive asshole, but i just cant stand it when people have great lives, but they cant get over themselves long enough to see that they have it better than a whole lot of people. if you want to hear about real pain, or real life issues, than come to me. but if you want to bitch about how crappy your perfect life is, than go find someone who cares. and everyone who i talked to about his shit today, this isnt directed toward you.

Marcy Playground Sex and Candy Lyrics Hangin' round downtown by myself And I had so much time To sit and think about myself And then there she was Like double cherry pie Yeah there she was Like disco superfly I smell sex and candy here Who's that lounging in my chair Who's that casting devious stares In my direction Mama this surely is a dream Hangin' round downtown by myself And I had too much caffeine And I was thinkin' 'bout myself And then there she was In platform double suede Yeah there she was Like disco lemonade I smell sex and candy here Who's that lounging in my chair Who's that casting devious stares In my direction Mama this surely is a dream Mama this surely is a dream I smell sex and candy here Who's that lounging in my chair Who's that casting devious stares In my direction Mama this surely is a dream Mama this surely is a dream Yeah mama this must be my dream

America... America... America, FUCK YEAH! Coming again, to save the mother fucking day yeah, America, FUCK YEAH! Freedom is the only way yeah, Terrorist your game is through cause now you have to answer too, America, FUCK YEAH! So lick my butt, and suck on my balls, America, FUCK YEAH! What you going to do when we come for you now, it’s the dream that we all share; it’s the hope for tomorrow FUCK YEAH! McDonalds, FUCK YEAH! Wal-Mart, FUCK YEAH! The Gap, FUCK YEAH! Baseball, FUCK YEAH! NFL, FUCK, YEAH! Rock and roll, FUCK YEAH! The Internet, FUCK YEAH! Slavery, FUCK YEAH! FUCK YEAH! Starbucks, FUCK YEAH! Disney world, FUCK YEAH! Porno, FUCK YEAH! Valium, FUCK YEAH! Reeboks, FUCK YEAH! Fake Tits, FUCK YEAH! Sushi, FUCK YEAH! Taco Bell, FUCK YEAH! Rodeos, FUCK YEAH! Bed bath and beyond (Fuck yeah, Fuck yeah) Liberty, FUCK YEAH! White Slips, FUCK YEAH! The Alamo, FUCK YEAH! Band-aids, FUCK YEAH! Las Vegas, FUCK YEAH! Christmas, FUCK YEAH! Immigrants, FUCK YEAH! Popeye, FUCK YEAH! Demarcates, FUCK YEAH! Republicans (republicans) (fuck yeah, fuck yeah) Sportsmanship Books

so basically unless i get a meracle im screwed and i wont get into the highschool i want to go to cuz today in science matthew was having a man-period when steve and i were hangin out. so now because he's an 8==D and told matt i might not get my recomendations. its pretty much the gayest thing matthew could have possibly done. goddamnit.

Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black And I held my tongue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the soles of your shoes are all worn down The time for sleep is now It's nothing to cry about Cause we'll hold each other soon In the blackest of rooms If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark Then I'll follow you into the dark

so basically matt came through fot me and i got the recomendations. now i dont have to worry about getting in as much. man, i gotta thank matt next time i see him.

so i got this bullshit message on myspace: When Jesus was on the cross..... You were on his mind! Repost this with the title "www.Myspace2.com" or you are denying him In the bible it says "if you deny me before man, I will deny you before my father" and this is my reply: will someone kindly consider this bullshit? i mean, if god really was all forgiving that he wouldnt give a flying fuck weather or not you repost a chain mail bulletin. if you really believed in the chatholic religion you wouldnt rely on a viral message to get you into heaven, i mean, christ people are stupid as shit. thought it just goes to show how shallow and ingnorent our culture its that we have bullshit like this to lead us into the gates of heaven insead of actually working for it by helping your fellow man or doing good in the world. there are people dying in louisiana right now of starvation and neglect by our government, if you really want to go to heaven why dont you try going down there and save some lives, or help an old lady find the dead body of her son and grand children, or help some baby's get some food so they can survive. so when people tell me that i need to post some letter to get into heaven i say, where were you when people were dying in the convention center? making some more letters to scare people into a false faith? a god who either doensnt like them or just doesnt care? im sorry, but if god was even existent he owes me a whole lot more than i got out of life, and he owes people all over the world more than they got. bullshit like this sickens me, i cant stand it when people insist on taking a beliefe and using it to make a prank. if you want to even consider yourself a christian i suggest you go out and save some lives, and maybe try treating your fellow man as your brother. maybe than i will discover what this whole 'faith' thing is all about. because most of the people who claim to have faith in christ i have noticed, dont seem to have helped anyone survive. and most of them dont even consider the whole 'turn the other cheek' thing because god forbid we let the 9/11 thing go. and while we're at it, why dont we just go and punish the entire region? their all the same right? their just muslims, right? wrong. no one deserves what damage we have inflicted upon the middle east because of some radical groups actions. so when people say they are true christians, i think they are in the sadest state of denial i've ever seen. truly, if they were christains they would try and be constructive, not destructive, they would help save lives, not back a government which is so wraped up in wether or not gays should get married that they let their own citizens die in lakes of shit. to quote Ghandi, "christianity is a great idea, too bad no one's ever tried it."