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my brother only 13 was taken away on September 3, 2005. He was involved in a car wreck. the tire blew, the car flipped, it hit a tree, and so on. the driver and one of his sons died and my brother died along with them. the other son survied the only survivor of the 4 and God Bless him for coming out of that wreck alive. My brother i couldnt ask for anyone better. yea we had our arguments and fought alot but everyone does. i lost my older brother to drugs and my dad to a car accident also. honeslty i dont know how to feel anymore my body is numb i mean completly its hard for me to cry its hard for me to be happy my emotions are all messed up. when my brother died i seen his body i went in with my grandma and identified the body i pray no one has to do that ever that is the hardest thing to do in life honestly. i didnt cry when i seen the body i didnt cry at his viewing and i didnt cry at the funeral. you might ask why and honestly i dont know i cant cry i still cant cry about it i have every now and then but its hard to cry and its hard to go day to day without him not here. i come home from school everyday hoping to walk in and him be sitting at the table doing homework like it used to be. i just want to wake up from this horrible nightmare that i fall asleep to everynight but i have to wake up each morning realizing it wasnt a nightmare its reality and i believe thats the hardest thing to do. i love you kyle and i know your happy where you are and i know you would never come back here even if you had a chance too. fly with those angles buddy your with dad now and cass and they're going to keep an eye out for you now its their turn to have time with you. July 10, 1992 until September 3, 2005 Ronald Christopher Kyle Owens
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