today was really boring and nothing happened that any one would be interested in reading. but i am SO excited for this weekend!! on friday i am a spending the night at blairs house and we are going to stay up all night and sulk about our FINE men!! we might also go up to the avenue and do a little shopping. so then saterday i am helping her work a birthdayparty at her gym.. its going to be so cute! then my parents made it official i have to babysit on saterday night.. maybe kat will comeover and help me. then sunday well i dont know yet but i really want to do something with shelli.. erik asked me to do something but i dont know.well i am starving like no other!! You can always close your eyes to the things you don't want to see...but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel