The last few nights I've been having these weird dreams, there all about my sister. To understand better, my sister left and rarely comes around unless she wants something or were doing something special. She doesn't even act like a sister. She is a bitch when she is with her friend Jessica, and she is a bitch; we've had many words. To me she's a gold diggin bitch, and she knows I hate her! So a couple nights ago I had a dream about my sister where she came over and I yelled at her, I told her that she was a fucking bitch and I hated her. I think I called her more names, but I'm not positive. The night before last I had a dream about her and called her a bitch for putting my dad through so much and told her I hoped she burned in hell. Last night I had a dream that I asked her to pick my friend Shanoah up and take us to drivers ed, she did. From there it went to the prom and asked her and my cuz Jay-Lee to go, they did. We were going back to Shanoah's house to get her shoes and her and Jay-Lee went to the store while Shanoah and I stayed there. They never came back, so we went to the prom by ourselves. Jay-Lee showed up at the prom without my sister. I asked Jay-Lee where she was and she handed me a newspaper that had an article that said she went off the road into the water and died. The weird thing was I was happy about it, I wasn't scared or sad. Is it possible that my inner conscious is catching up to me? Maybe I feel bad for myself or feel bad because of how much I hate her? I don't know, what do u think?