Fuck it. I've blown it, All that I said. The rules I laid down, And the pact that I'd made. Never, I told myself, Never again. Line drawn, Move on, Find something new. Never let it grab you, And hold you, again. Never let it use you, Just walk away. Say no, Stop crying, And put it away, To the back of your mind, And keep it locked up. Then maybe, For once, They won't see it, again. And scorn you, And realise How pathetic you are. Sitting alone, Writing 'poems' to no one. Just to distract you from thinking about it But this time, It's not a blade, Or some drug. Instead, you've let yourself Go fall in love. Fuck it. I've blown it, All that I said. The rules I laid down, And the pact that I'd made. Never, I told myself, Never again. Line drawn, Move on, Find someone new.