Leslie's comming over today. I don't know what I will do when she sees them... *glances at arm* They are all over the underside of my left arm. I can't hide them all anymore. I don't know what I will do. I just... *sighs* I don't want to pull her in as deep as I have Mike and Sky. It's just I can't risk another person feeling so scared for me. I can't know that there is another person who truely knows what I can do. Maybe this loneliness in my heart will fade if someone from Indy truely knows. She's one of the few ppl here that listen. Maybe that is why she's my best friend down here. Kari Everything's been said before Nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same You can ask for it by name