*sighs* I did it again. I always screw shit up! Why am I so stupid?! Damn it! *sighs* I'm sorry, Jolie. I'm so sorry. I only taught him three things and that last one was not me. If you really knew me, you would know that. I'm so sorry. If I have to stop goofing around, I will. I better do it anyway. I only hurt ppl. I'm so sorry, but that is never good enough. Ppl always see through my faults. Kari I wanna heal I wanna feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I've felt for so long ~Erase all the pain till it's gone I wanna heal I wanna feel Like I'm close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong