So right now i happen to really like this boy and he seems to be almost perfect. Not like the last boy that i liked. But i think i have forgiven the last guy. It might have took me a while to forgive him, but i did. And this guy, even though i haven't seen him in a while, still is almost always on my mind. But i guess that i have to wait until the summer to figure out if something actually ever happens with us. And until then "c'est la vie!"

and people always say that they can handle "different" people. but when it comes down to the wire no one actually hold true to what they say. what exacty is different anyway. someone who doesn't talk or walk like you? someone who doesn't think the same as you or dress the same as you. what if that person is thinking, you are different from me. then that changes the definition of "different". no one can understand this. different is everyone, everyone is different.

and people always say that they can handle "different" people. but when it comes down to the wire no one actually hold true to what they say. what exacty is different anyway. someone who doesn't talk or walk like you? someone who doesn't think the same as you or dress the same as you. what if that person is thinking, you are different from me. then that changes the definition of "different". no one can understand this. different is everyone, everyone is different.

and people always say that they can handle "different" people. but when it comes down to the wire no one actually hold true to what they say. what exacty is different anyway. someone who doesn't talk or walk like you? someone who doesn't think the same as you or dress the same as you. what if that person is thinking, you are different from me. then that changes the definition of "different". no one can understand this. different is everyone, everyone is different.

and people always say that they can handle "different" people. but when it comes down to the wire no one actually hold true to what they say. what exacty is different anyway. someone who doesn't talk or walk like you? someone who doesn't think the same as you or dress the same as you. what if that person is thinking, you are different from me. then that changes the definition of "different". no one can understand this. different is everyone, everyone is different.

OMG. he is such an asshole. he has no common snese what so ever. AHHH!!! he has sucha stupid mind. Grrr!!!!! w.e

YEPPPPPP. I LOVE HIM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!! YEPP. IT IS THE EXTREME TRUTH. IDC WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY BUT... I LOVE HIM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO FUCKING MUCH! GAWH, I LOVE GOING OUT WITH HIM!

yeah. well this weekend me, evan, jared, and shawn all found this random mini golf in the middle of the woods. it's pretty sweet. next year we're thinking of renovating it and making it our own. yepp. it'll be pretty damn sweet. kk. thought you should know!! ♥schyler p.s. I <333 9/17

Yeah so ummm today i'm going up to maine again and I'm gunna hang out with Evan, Jared, Amber, and possibly the millers. Oh and i have homework so i have to do that while i'm there. Gawh! i think school is so boring it isn't evne funny! Gawh! well yeah. ttyl.

>For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. >Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? >Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a >little >sausage. > >Men are like.... > >1. Men are like ...Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. >2. Men are like.Bananas ....... The older they get, the less firm they >are. >3. Men are like .....Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. >4. Men are like Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. >5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually >head right for your hips. >6. Men are like ... Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they >say. >7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. >8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to >mature. >9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of >emotion. >10. Men are like .Pop corn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little >while. >11. Men are like Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how >many inches you'll get or how long it will last. >12. Men are like ........Lava Lamps ... Fun to look at, but not very >bright. >13. Men are like Parking Spots All the good ones are taken, the rest are >handicapped. > >Now send this to all the remarkable women you know, as well as to any >understanding good-natured, fun kinda guys you might be lucky enough to >know >!!!!!!!!!! > > >You Got Served!

SO what happens to the people who are trying to live their lives? to they just get pushed aside? or maybe they are hidden from the dangers that lurk behind you. What can happen to the rest of us? as i stare at this lonely world i look around to see if anyone is here. and no one is. so i try to look around the corner and i see someone run away. it is the only one that wasn't hidden, that wasn't pushed aside. i chase after it and it starts going faster and faster. outrunning anyone of human intellect. so i stop and it stops. i blink, and it blinks. i am it, and it is me.

haha. well school should be starting soon so yeah it sounds like a little bit of fun. cheerleading tryouts are today. I'M SO NERVOUS! yeppers. so ttyl. MWAH!!! <3 schyler

FOREVER APART… I love you with all of my heart and it’s hard to tell apart what we have said to each other before. All the things that have crossed my mind have been all of your lies and all of your deception. When can I believe in you again? When can I trust you to hold me tight and be by my side? Do you have any idea of what you have caused me to go through? All of the pain and suffering it’s practically unbearable! Don’t say you know what it feels like because you’re the one who got rid of me. You only care about yourself never of anyone else. So just let me and my family be and everyone will be ever so happy!

Well I'm at Katelynn's house so yeah... Umm... Really bored lately... I have a new room so yeah... It works out okay... ummm so ttyl ♠schyler

One tear drop falls one lifetime fades and all the memories just disappear. The mist grows cold the fog becomes thick life as we know it curls like a trick. We let leave a sigh and say goodbye and pray to god we do not die. *♠*schyler*♠*

somtimes you just gotta be wierd. go against the crowd & act stupid. Laugh till' you cry & cry till' you can't feel the pain. Don't listen to what other people say. You know your being yourself & that's all that counts. Don't worry what they will think about you. Your true friends Will stay by you. S0 JUST BE Y0URSELF!

Well, this Friday is the last day that I am grounded for. It is pretty sweet. And go figure, the big ellis/sanborn dance is that day too! I so hope I can go. Yeah, and I wasn't in school yesterday because I went with my mom and dad to go and pick out fabric for my semi-dress. It's like and iredescent colr. If you hold it two different ways it could be purple, or green, or maybe even black. Talk To You Later *♥*schyler*♥*

OKay well I'm grounded until April so I will probably write a new entry when I get off... ~♥~schyler~♥~ p.s. don't ask

Well, tomorrow I have to go back to school after a long week of vacation in Florida and a cold two weekends in NewHampshire... Bleh, bleh, bleh... well right now I'm trying to find a dress layout for semi-formal so catch you on the flap-jack... *♥*schyler*♥*

Heyy!! I'm back from florida!! Igot a sun burn but it's all good, I think it's turning into a tan!!! Yay!! Well yeah, i went horse back riding and I went swimming and i went to the beach(While I was there I was terrified to go past hte coral because they said there was Man-o-war there)HeHe.. I had so much fun!! Julia and I saw this goreous Italian boy and Oh My Geezumhe wasn't assigned to our table at the restaurant but he still served us!! lol... And there was another cute boy serving us too...(HOTTIES!!)Well yeah I'm outy for now!!! ~♥~Schyler~♥~