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I feel another sexual revolution coming on... it has been almost 2 years since I really hoe'd it up by my standards.
I'm going to sleep with 3 different guys by the time the week is out... and 2 are already regulars.
Is it fulfilling? No, not really.... at some point for just a moment I realize I'm closing my eyes and imagining Brian.
Sex is nice... kind of refreshing and revitalizing... but it doesn't hold a candle to making love....

Even their experience is different... they get flexible and uninhibited- which is great, I'm sure... but they also get the cold brick wall of emotional unavailability.
Regular Meg is sexy.... but Vulnerable Meg is a drug.

I'm a little worried about the new one... idk that I can avoid doing a little damage when it ends.

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hey there, well i skipped that whole trying out as many possibilities in my life and sometimes i regret that. But i think that's only curiosity on my side. Be careful. Your thoughts are hinting me that i didn't really miss anything.

-be well