Put "want" in one hand...

by lastchance4sanity
Everyone leaves me... I'd like to be the one to do the leaving for once. I'd like to break a heart for once. I want to be the one who wakes him up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat with the knowledge that he can't touch me all too fresh in his mind. I want him to be the one to shed a tear at the thought that he may never see me again... ever.
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Logan is 2 yrs older then me but that's not why my step dad wouldn't aprove, Logan has piercings like gaged ears and the rest of his ears pierced, he has 26 piercings total. My step dad is VERY judgemental and wouldn't take the time to get to know him at all. he's not like a freak or anything he's actually normal haha he's preppy just his parents own a peircing shop and he kinda grew into it haha but i know i should break up with him i just,cant.
well, i was initially attracted to SF, but ... it's California, and that is inescapable. I much prefer Portland, OR.
and i cannot tell you how happy i am to see you back here, girl. i’ve missed you.

to be a heartbreaker, one must harden one’s own heart. it really doesn’t hurt at all. -matt
i originally started writing here after i had my first heart attack. (i feel old.) and i probably mentioned at that time that my father had his first heart attack at 22. but he was alive and depressed until a few weeks ago. almost exactly a year ago, i went back and took him on a road trip to mesa verde. i know i wrote about that. i apologize for making you think.