SOMETIMES I WANT TO GO TO HEAVEN WHERE GOD WILL HOLD ME AND LOVE ME AND TELL ME IT'S ALL OKAY WHERE I WILL KNOW I MEAN SOMETHING MY CRADLE I WANT MY LOVED ONES TO COMFORT ME WITH LOVING WORDS AND VOICES I WANT TO BE HELD CLOSE TO THE WARMTH OF THEIR HEARTS AND CRY MY CRADLE I WANT THE ANGELS TO WELCOME ME WITH OPEN ARMS AND WELCOMING SMILES I WANT THEM TO HUG ME AND TELL ME IT'S OKAY TO CRY SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO DIE TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL... TO CHEAT... LET THEM PUT ME IN A WOODEN BOX MY CRADLE SOMETIMES I WANT TO GO TO HEAVEN WHERE GOD WILL HOLD ME AND LOVE ME AND TELL ME IT'S ALL OKAY THE QUESTION IS... HOW OFTEN TO I ACTUALLY BELIEVE IN GOD LATELY?