it really has and i have to say that i have been super busy with real life.... between YAC and school i just have too much to worry about!

tomarrow i am gonna be 16... big whoop! i really dont care anymore... i wont even get what i wanted and your 16th was supposed to be the best birthday ever.. .. it was just too much to ask for i guess. and it was more like an impossible wish.. all i want is for brandi and i to stop fighting..and to be ok again... but that will never happen i mean i dont even know what went wrong this time all of a sudden things were rocky again..and i cant help but think that it started because a little something came into the picture... ...if you get my meaning... asn now my whole schedule is goign to change... i mean i will still get up and go to school but once i get there i wont go to lockers with brandi ans lori.. i will go to mine and then go to garvins or millers and sit there until school...since i have nothising more to do. since they will go into the gym... so...yeah... fun stuff huh?

it is snowing... i love the snow... i figurded that i should write a public entry on all of my diaries.... since i havent in awhile.. well... hi... i will be sixteen in two days... i cant wait... and then in a month or so i can drive to school and i can be all by myself for about twenty minutes... i cant wait.. ..and brandi doesnt think that going to school with lori is as bad as she thought..and i am happy i guess... i mean yeah its great that she quit complaining.... but still... .. you have know idea.... and dotn get me wrong i mean i like lori.. i do...she is better that brandi is half of the time.. no offense brandi its just when they get together.. oh forget it.. ... well i have to go do my others ... see ya... <3 Kels

i love rainbows... i just love them... can you tell..

my movie WHITE NOISE come on in liek five mins... so i am gonna hurry with this... ...wel how have you all been? i have been great. i still kinda feel good about myself but now that i know i have to go back to school on monday and put up with my borring teachers... i am kinda bummed..yeah well i will finnish this up laters i have to go pop popcorn!

not really i just dont want to be judged on my age...i think that it is stupid when people wont even take the time to read you diary just because i am too old or too young.... adn i guess that wedensday i wore a really really weird outfit because ppl were judgeing me on my clothes... and even the lower classmen.... i mean i have senority over you do just get over it... i could make the next year of you life miserable...and i think that is really funny because when i was a freshmean i used to say " i am gonno be nice to the freshmen"...btu the truth is..you people are immature...yeah really i wasnt like that.. ...ok i havea really big concern...i really dont think that Mrs.grover likes sasha M. ..and yeah i am feeling sorry for sasha but yet again i am thinking of just me..i mean, i really want to be a peer councelor and if sasha is out then i am up agianst 24 preps...and guess what my biggest pet peeve is PREPS... i hate everything about them.. .. i donno at least i a m gonna be a teachers aid, i think .

i do...i love to feel this way... i guess i feel like BRA did that one time when sh esaid.."i believe in myself!" i do...and i want to scream it out to everyone... ...my mom made meatloaf for dinner.. yuck... i hate meat loaf.. i really do.... and then after dinner i might 'go do schoolwork' at brandi's house...that means we are gonna talk about pretty much nothing the whole time... well nothing that you would find interesting... ..OMG!ok i had a comedy moment at school. ok? yeah..i was runing down the hall way at school wearing my christmas choir robe and screamiing "i am harry potter"! it was great because i looked liek hary , ron , and hermoine running with my robes billowing behind me...! and if you like harry potter .. copy this web-site link thingy and past it into the searchy address thingy! it is soo funny! http://www.potterpuppetpals.com/index.html

TOP TEN THING MOST PPL DONT KNOW ABOUT ME! 1. i have been around the block a time or two 2.i love my vegetables 3. i am madly in love with someone who happens to be me best friend..JK! no, but seriously! 4. i hate teeny-bopper television 5. i am learning to speak spanish... and i love it. 6. i like geometry 7. i refuse to give up on a person. *8. i wanna be a phsychologist *9. i wanna be a phsychologist 10. my favorite animal ia a peguin.(for now)

i have been inspired by something.

that i am really sick of this whole internet dairy... no, offense but half of the time what ppl write is just plain nonsence... welll there i said it... not much here bye KELS

well, mine is great... ans does it have to last till the end of the year? i mine was more of a goal.. like...i'll get in a on my test....i donno i will think about it ..and i am working it like a wish.. so i cant tell anyone or it wont come true.... i donno see ya'll laters kels

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