Life is completely different now. I dumped that jerk that I talked about in that last entry a long long time ago. Now I’m dating this guy Craig, who right now is in a group home in Lawrence. He’ll be getting out in May when I turn 18 so yeah… And this dude who I cannot name ruined part of my life for a bit and now I have my car taken away… Anyways I can’t wait til May when I finally get to be with Craig for more than a few hours at a time… He’s a really sweet guy… Well, I’ll tell more later. You know you love me!

i have a bf now. its really weird that i met him at bk, where i technically dont work right now. as soon as he saw me, he knew that he wanted to date me. i didnt. i didnt know him at all so i didnt really care, altho i had a crush on him in 9th grade. he buds with alot of my friends and my cousins, so i couldnt keep him from them. plus one of his friends is dating my cousin so yeah... yesterday was alot of fun. we have dating for about 2 weeks tomorrow. well, gots to go. school's almost out

so yea... last night i had a kinda fight with my ex, tim and that didnt turn out so well. now i think one of my best friends is kinda doubting me about being over him. HELLO? i have been over him beforeit even really began. i was afraid to fall in love, so when he was committing on me and kinda pressuring me to commit with him... or at least i think, so i broke up with him. it also didnt help that he smokes weed all the time. so yeah... other than that, one of my friends is acting like a slut but its just her style and there is nothing i can really do about it. well, luke was talking to me last night and got to talking about how he doesnt want to date someone under 18 because he doesnt want to get in trouble or anything. to tell you the truth no one would really notice if i was dating someone over 18 cus everyone already thinks im 18. but yeah, i probably wont be back on until after winter break, so write more then!

well, last night at work i met one of the new guys, david. he was being really sweet and flirting with me. i couldnt believe that he was flirting with me of all people. then he was like you have a boyfriend dont you and im like no... and at one point he called me his girlfriend. funny story to that. will tell later. but then my manager bitched at me after i got off work, so yea... then today i almost beat someone up because he wouldnt leave me alone about me being in his chair. i was in my chair but he kept say it was his since it was turned the other way. im like see the movie playing. it got turned around and this is houw its staying. well, since he was being a jerk when he asked me kinda nicely to move my chair, i told him, you know what, leave me alone. he was like i asked nicely. i turned back around and was like not before, so you know what, shut up. i used nice words since the teacher was near or else i would have used some words that me and kelsie use quite often.. at least i know i do. they are words taht we kinds amade up but at the same time are real cuss words now. so yeah... i gotta get going, so write more later! *jenni*

well... where to begin? its been forever since ive been on here. first off i was an idiot and lost my virginity to one of the worst possible people.... Brandon... I thought i was in love, which i wasnt. in fact im really liking some of his ex best friends right now... they treat me a million times better than him.... which he treated me like i was just something for him to mess with... he acts like he cares but he doesnt. the thing that made me realize and break up with him is kinda humiliating so im not gonna tell on here. email me if you dont already know... then i have almost quit working at the big bk twice cuz one time i got into a huge fight with my assistant general manager and the now im barely getting any time in for the simple fact we have a fill in general manager. so yeah... now im really feeling lonely, especially after last night, the snow ball(winter formal) cuz everyone was either hanging on their boyfriend, talking about them, or talking about the guy they like. i have no one... at all basically cuz they either A) quit talking t ot me B) quit coming to see me and talk to me about personal stuff or C) taken by a slut/bitch. i just hate feeling lonely. i mean even tim is with someone. it really hurts me that i cant get a guy to even try to ask me out or at least act like they like me more than ten minutes... that reminds me. i want to hurt joe for leading me on time and time again. he says all these things and then when i see him he will say he was just trying to cheer me up and shit like that. well, ill write more later! love y'all! *Jenni*

EMINEM LYRICS "Shake That" (feat. Nate Dogg) [Intro - Eminem ] Shady, Aftermath There she goes shaking that ass on the floor Bumpin and grindin that pole The way she's grindin that pole I think I'm losing control [Verse 1 - Eminem] Get buzzed, get drunk, get crunked, get fucked up Hit the strip club don't forget ones get your dick rubbed Get fucked, get sucked, get wasted, shit faceted Pasted, blasted, puke drink up, get a new drink Hit the bathroom sink, throw up Wipe your shoe clean, got a routine Knowin still got a few chunks on your shoestring Showin I was dehydrated till the beat vibrated I was revibed as soon as this Bitch gyrated And hips and licked them lips and that was it I had to get Nate Dogg here to sing some shit [Verse 2 - Nate Dogg] Two to the one from the one to the three I like good pussy and I like good trees Smoke so much weed you wouldn't believe And I get more ass than a toilet seat Three to the one from the one to the three I met a bad bitch last night in the D Let me tell you how I made her leave with me Conversation and Hennessey I've been to the muthafuckin mountain top Heard muthafuckers talk, seen 'em drop If I ain't got a weapon I'ma pick up a rock And when I bust yo ass I'm gonna continue to rock Getcha ass of the wall with your two left feet It's real easy just follow the beat Don't let that fine girl pass you by Look real close cause strobe lights lie [Verse 3 - Nate Dogg] We bout to have a party (turn the music up) Let's get it started (Go head shake your butt) I'm lookin for a girl with a body and a sexy strut Wanna get it poppin baby step right up Some girls they act retarded Some girls are bout it bout it I'm lookin for a girl that will do whatever the fuck I say everyday she be givin it up [Chorus - Nate Dogg] Shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me Come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me Ohh girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me Come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me [Verse 4 - Eminem] I'm a menace, a dentist, an oral hygienist Open your mouth for about four or five minutes Take a little bit of this fluoride rinse Swish but don't spit it, swallow and I'll finish Yeah me and Nate d-o double g Looking for a couple bitches with some double d's Pop a little champagne and a couple E's Slip it in her bubbuly, we finna finna have a party [Verse 5 - Nate Dogg] Have a party (turn the music up) Let's get it started (Go head shake your butt) I'm lookin for a girl I can fuck in my hummer truck Apple Bottom jeans and a big Ol' slut Some girls they act retarded Some girls are bout it bout it I want a bitch that sit at the crib with no panties on Knows that she can but she won't say no Now look at this lady all in front of me, sexy as can be Tonight I want a slut, will you be mine? I heard you was freaky from a friend of mine [Bridge - Eminem] Now I hope you don't get mad at me But I told Nate you was a freak He said he wants a slut, hope you don't mind I told him how you like it from behind [Chorus - Nate Dogg] Shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me Cmon girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me Ohh girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me Cmon girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me We bout' to have a party (turn the music up) Let's get it started (go ahead shake your butt) I'm lookin for a girl with a body and a sexy strut Wanna get it poppin baby step right up Some girls they act retarded Some girls are bout it bout it I'm lookin for a girl that will do whatever the fuck I say everyday she be givin it up [Outro - Eminem] There she goes, shaking that ass on the floor Bumpin and grindin that pole The way she's grindin that pole I think I'm losing control God, come one [Eminem makes noises] I ain't leavin' without you bitch Coming home with me And my boy, and his boy, and his boy, and his gurl haha, Nate Dogg [deep breathing]

"Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go

well, im so lonely and sad and bored and... all these other emotions right now. i can barely talk to my bf now because of this phone bill his parents got recently. i have an ex that keeps calling me wanting to hang. i only have two good pieces of news. i ahve a new friend, kelli, and i might be getting a raise. im really sad since i cant talk to my bf of two months and some days. for awhile i thought that he was mad at me and stuff... idk, and ive been crying myself to sleep and being really mopey and stuff... and then comes the ex to my rescue... well not really, but he did make me feel some better. he got grounded tho because sunday, he didnt stay at the house that he was suppose to... but anyways, i really need my bf right now because my mom is starting to accuse me of things, and yea... plus im gonna be super lonely now, cus i have to go home soon. well, i better shut up and talk to him!

SHINEDOWN LYRICS "Save Me" I got a candle And I've got a spoon I live in a hallway with no doors And no rooms Under a windowsill They all were found A touch of concrete within the doorway Without a sound Someone save me if you will And take away all these pills And please just save me if you can From my blasphemy in my wasteland How did I get here And what went wrong Couldn't handle forgiveness Now I'm far beyond gone I can hardly remember The look of my own eyes How can I love this a life so dishonest It made me compromise Someone save me if you will And take away all these pills And please just save me if you can From my blasphemy in my wasteland Jump in the water Jump in with me Jump on the altar Lay down with me The hardest question to answer Is why Why Someone save me if you will And take away all these pills And please just save me if you can From my blasphemy in my wasteland Someone save me Someone save me Somebody save me Somebody save me Please don't erase me

HINDER LYRICS "Lips Of An Angel" Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel (And I never wanna say goodbye) But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel Honey why are you calling me so late

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im so freakin happy! i got a bf again! and he is treatin me right and yea... altho it took him awhile to get that. i have dated him once before and he cheatd on me, ut that was like 10 months ago, so yea... he has changed. i have to go to summer school tho, so thats a bummer. i have to take biology second semester over again. well, g2g! my mom is gonna kill me if i dont get home soon.

finally, i have had my first kiss! and a bf! im so happy! can you tell? thats about it. hope everyone is had a great week. but then it got ruined monday... he broke up with me... said there were too many "complications" so yea... he still has feelings for ashley and yea... life sux... now i like a certain guy that my friends have nicknamed cnn... of course he doesnt know that i like him, so yea....

Animals Lyrics - All The Right Reasons :. I, I’m driving black on black Just got my license back I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track I’ll ask polite if the devil needs a ride Because the angel on my right ain’t hanging out with me tonight I’m driving past your house while you were sneaking out I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run Your mom don’t know that you were missing She’d be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I’ve been kissing Screamin’ No, we’re never gonna quit Ain’t nothing wrong with it Just acting like we’re animals No, no matter where we go ‘Cause everybody knows We’re just a couple of animals So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Check out the trouble we’re in You’re beside me on the seat Got your hand between my knees And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze It’s hard to steer when you’re breathing in my ear But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears By now, no doubt that we were heading south I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth ‘Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch I’m screamin’ No, we’re never gonna quit Ain’t nothing wrong with it Just acting like we’re animals No, no matter where we go ‘Cause everybody knows We’re just a couple of animals So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Look at the trouble we’re in We were parked out by the tracks We’re sitting in the back And we just started getting busy When she whispered “what was that?” The wind, I think ‘cause no one else knows where we are And that was when she started screamin’ “That’s my dad outside the car!” Oh please, the keys, they’re not in the ignition Must have wound up on the floor while we were switching our positions I guess they knew that she was missing As I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was kissing Screamin’ No, we’re never gonna quit Ain’t nothing wrong with it Just acting like we’re animals No, no matter where we go ‘Cause everybody knows We’re just a couple animals So come on baby, get in We’re just a couple of animals Get in, just get in Ain’t nothing wrong with it Check out the trouble we’re in Get in, just get in

well... i am glad that you are sorry , but sorry to say it.. sorry just isn't gonna cut it this time... ... i am soo tired of your attitude... and you went WAY over the line with Kelsie... i mean ...she trusted you..and you just stabbed her in the back! sorry but i am totally on kelsie's side and i dont blame her... i would actully do worse then what she is doing.. i think that you are being a total bitch and you just need to get over yourself... you hurt her like... soo much you will never even understand how much she hurts... and she told me that all she could do was cry last night and that she couldnt sleep at all. i mean i even kept her secret..and everyone at least thought that you would tell me or them before you told some girl that showed up because she needed help and nothing else two weeks ago.... so you need to think..."why did i ruin the best relationship that i have ever had with anyone?".. ..OH! and you should like tell Lori that Mr. wont tell a soul.. is black mailing her with it..ans if her parents find out... they will either send her to OCA or own to texas where her brother wnet .. mainly because the y eill think that she is like totally i donno... mesed up or something like that...so if you ever want her to be your friend again.. i suggest that you like call her or something like right this second...it is the only way you will even have a chance of getting you friends back!

ok, well i was walking home kelsie and i just got like soo pissed at.... oh wait!i think that i will make it private ... i dont want her to start shit with me like she starts with kelsie everone else! OMG! b-randon gave me another note... i mean i had written him three and i waited for like a week them finally he gave it to meee. oh! i am soo happy! OMG! i'm crazy i know! well i gtg. see ya'll

last night was awesome! i hung out wiht brandon(guy i like) and his buddies. we watch part of the basketball game and went outside for a lil bit( i didnt stay out there too long because it was freaking cold w/o a jacket. his friends wanted to make him a smurf. they said they were going to paint him blue and he said no, what about green, no, purple, no. okay we are making you an oopa loompa! it was freaking hilarious! then robert went on about how he wanted his own lil island. that was just down right funny! well, g2g!

this guy i liked asked if he could be my first kiss! sad part is is that he is engaged, so yea... my two buddies straighened him out and he admitted that he "sorta likes me more than a friend." so yea... well, thats all for now!

right now, im talking to aaron's other girlfriend. apparently he has been cheating on her for about a month. and now im single again... yay... not. now im gong to be feeling lonely and depressed again. great, just great.

ok, you will never believe this. like all my friends hae been telling this guy (we call him gassy, dont ask, my friends are weird) and he jsut asked me if i like him. im like kinda and well this is what he wrote back. "yea.........well,let­s just say if I was single, I might date u, just so u know.....but yea, I gotta go, I'm about to play D&D.....I might be on tomorrow, and if not, then I'll see ya on Monday. Love ya! bye...." i cant believe it! i jsut cant. so yea... well, thats about it from me. wish me good luck on my solo, and if you live here, come see me sing.