who knows..i mean honestly-how long can one person be lost and confused for???i think that im gonna drop the bitchin since no one listens anyway and ill learn to cope with this pain and be hard as a stone-nothing is gonna get to me anymore.i am in control of my attitude and my mood and feelings therefore i choose to forget all this terrible shit that has almost ruined my wonderful relationship-i love him and i dont wanna throw it all away-we've alerady come this far...so if you people wanna ignore me-you do that b/c i know my family is here for me and there are plenty of people who are willing to listen... my LOVE goes to george shencazitz, dann marucci, tasia wentzell, erica smith, and my family and greg! i couldnt have done it without your undying love and devotion-u guyys are THE BEST...best friends forever and ever. people rread my shit and theyre like:ok w/e...but u all read it and knew i needed help. thanks for listening to my bitchin-dann and tas-SORRY....lol... but seriously--thanks guys... im outttttt.....

well i havent written in here in soo long and i honestly dont have a lot too say-but hey...HOW THE HELL IS EVERYONE? school is shit-big surprise? i think not! georgerrs and i are doing pretty good..lot better tahn we ever did in the past so i cant complain when it comes to that right? homecoming was supposed to be tonight but since it called for thunder and lightening [which never came] they postponed it til sunday-at ONE...thats just too weird dont you think? i dont know-maybe its just me... but i want jesse smith to win homecoming queen guys...if laura wins im going to flip...ewwwwwwww well i guess tahts all i have left to sya...nothing has happened that is even worth talking about the comments are still loved ladies [and gents] x33nicole michelle

well i went to scranton with george yesterdayy and towards 3 or 4 we headed to the mall...well-we were fine for a little while then it came time to eat and we got into a fight b/c i didnt wanna eat...well anyway-we didnt talk for a while and when we did there was obvious tension..but then out of no where we decided to go to JC penny and wow..everything changed..we picked out clothes that we liked for each other and we went and tried them on and he told me what he thought looked good on me and then when it was his turn..he tried on the pants that i picked out-[which he would never in a million years try on]-well he tried them on anyway and man did he look amazingly hot in them!so he got them! yayyyyy...wow did he look good.well anyway when we were picking the pants out he was looking at the guys pants and he knelt down and i was standing next to him and he grabbed my waist and pulled me down by him and put his arm around me and kissed me and ahhh...it was soo perfect...i just melted. we had such a fun day! it was nice to spend time with him like that and just fool around and have fun-so we decided that we're gonna do most of our school shopping together.which will be nice b/c he was really fun to shop with and SOO patient! it was a blast.cant wait til after the fair-so i can go with him!yayy yea-the fair starts friday!but i cant go til sunday b/c of work. ugh... but hopefully george and i will get to spend a lot of time togerther then too... then its OKTOBERFEST at work...YAYY-man am i gonna walk out with a lot of money then! and then school shopping in Maryland with the family..[hopefully george can come with me] so i get to go school shopping twice! yes! thats all i can think of for now-- but my foot feels better!finally!have a great day everyone... i have fallen in love with you all over again...

sorry guys but i wont be able to write until i get my neew computer so call me when you wanna chat i guess? gonna miss yas but youll know when im allowed on here again... love allllll of you!!!

tasia lynne wentzell-my best friend! do you remember that time in fourth grade when we all liked jake and we were on the heritage trip.we had to square dance and we all killed ourselves to get to jake first and i won and you danced wit tom, and teka danced wit trevor...you guys were so mad at me-but you forgave me. or that time that me, you and kate and daina were at your house and we were playing wit the kittens and i sat in the dog crap and then sat on your bed.wow-that was HYSTERICAL! and the time when we called dan and asked him to walk to see us and him and Lj came and scared the living crap out of us when they finally came into view b/c it was so cold out and i had the big crush on him still so i was sooo excited to see him and then greg showed up like 4 minutes later and i had to leave!lol.that was soooo funny.i was pissed! or when we went swimming in my pool as soon as it was opened!that was cold and GREEN!lol.we were messed up!haha. but...besides that... then there was the year when we started to drift apart...you made new friends as did i-i became caught up in a serious relationship and we no longer had time for each other.we exchanged hurtful words and stopped talking. but then i woke up...it was all a dream and my best friend was still there for me... i love you girl!and ill always be there for you!!! Take A Minute Girl Come Sit Down And Tell Me What's Been Happening In Your Face I Can See The Pain Don't You Try To Convince Me That You're Happy We've Seen This All Before But He's Taking Advantage Of Your Passion Because We've Come Too Far For You To Feel Alone You Don't Let Him Walk Over Your Heart I'm Telling You Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying And You Needing Somebody To Talk To Girl, I Can Tell He's Been Lying And Pretending That He's Faithful And He Loves You Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He Hurt You I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're Your Girls Don't You To Know That I Love You? See What You All Don't Know About Him Is I Can't Let Him Go Because He Needs Me It Ain't Really Him It's Stress From His Job And I Ain't Making It Easy I Know You See Him Bugging On Me Sometimes But I Know Deep Inside He Don't Mean It It Gets Hard Sometimes But I Need My Man I Don't Think Ya'll Understand I'm Telling You Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself He Got You Going Through Hell I Ain't Never Seen You Down Like This What You Mean You Don't Need Me To Help? We Known Each Other Too Well Girl I've been knowin' you since you were ten, you cannot hide from your best friend I love you and im here for you It's been too long and I'm lost without u What am I gonna do Said I been needin' you, Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you Is your trust still mine I wanna cry sometimes I miss you Off to highschool Yes you went away Straight from middle school You up and left me We were close friends Of the other Did everything For one another Now ur gone and I'm lost without you here now But I know I gotta live and make it somehow Come back...to me Can you...feel me (Callin') Hear me...callin' (For you) For you...'Cuz it's It's been too long and I'm lost without you What am I gonna do Said I been needin' you, Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you Is ur trust still mine I wanna cry sometimes I miss you Now I'm sittin' here Thinkin' 'bout you And the days we used to share It's drivin' me crazy I don't know what to do I'm just wonderin' if you still care I don't wanna let you know That it's killin' me I know you got another life you gotta concentrate lady Come back...to me Can you...feel me (Callin') Hear me...callin' (For you) For you...'Cuz it's It's been too long and I'm lost without you What am I gonna do Said I been needin' you, Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you Is ur trust still mine I wanna cry sometimes I miss you I...can't...breathe...no...more Since you went away I Don't really feel like talkin' No one here to love me Lady do you understand me I can't do a thing without you It's been too long and I'm lost without you (Tell me what I'm gonna do) What am I gonna do Said I been needin' you, Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you Is ur trust still mine I wanna cry sometimes I miss you "Believe In Yourself" Oh you can be what you wanna be See what you wanna see Believe in yourself, just believe in yourself You can go where you wanna go Do what you wanna do Believe in yourself, just believe in yourself Some folks try to tell you there are things you shouldn't do But you're not strong enough, or smart enough at all But what seems right to them ,quite often might be wrong for you So be sure you try to climb before you get to scare you'll fall You can be what you wanna be Learn what you wanna learn Believe in yourself, just believe in yourself You can try what you need to try No one should question why Believe in yourself, just belive in yourself Folks may say you're different That you've gone and lost your senses But the world is your to walk Go ahead and leave the fences And you'll see( and you'll see) Belive in yourself And the world belongs to you You and me And the world belongs to you and me