I haven't updated in a good while. I've been working on a lot of school work, i'm an idiot...I slacked throughout the year and now that the year is almost over my grades are dropping, so i'm desperately trying to raise them up enough for me to pass.That's all I have been doing really, we only have 5 days left, that's one week. It's crazy. I'm afraid that I might fail some classes, not like I don't deserve it. I hope I pass though, i'm a senior, so if I don't pass then I don't get to walk. I'll have to go to summer school to make up the classes I failed.My main goal right now is to study hard for the finals, they'll raise my grade up by one in each class, if I pass them I will make it through. The only upside to all of this is that i'm almost out of high school, then i'll be free to do whatever it is that I want to do, like try to get a membership at a gym and a good paying job. Ofcourse I want to go to school too, so i'm going to have to figure out a way to manage time @_@;

Anyone know any good electronic/electro/electronica bands?? Please give me any that you know of D: I've been trying to find good ones, but I never can...

I'm...extremely bored. I've been extremely bored as of lately, nothing to do...ever. I guess I should get a job. As soon as I get a job I can have more freedom...blah...a lot are hiring...why haven't I gone!? -_-;...

I really hate being depressed. I guess I really am emo in da heart, i'm too fricken emotional. I hate it. I hate over thinking things, I hate thinking period. So much to say, but can't really write about it right now, people lurking.

Ok, so I decided to come back to SitDiary, even though Livejournal is so much better, er, in my opinion atleast. I can't understand why Huwee would rather update this than her Livejournal, but whatever. Well, i've been trying to get a digital camera for quite some time now, I want one so badly, but I don't want a cheap crap-tastic one. I need a job, but I never get hired anywhere I apply. It's so lame. I want to work at a Blockbuster or a Hollywood Video, I assume it's a pretty chill place to work. I already applied at a Hollywood Video though, and never got a call, next on my list is the Blockbuster near my school. On a side note, I have three user accounts on my computer, two for me, and one for the family. In the Administrator account I keep all of my music and a massive amount of pictures and movies, on my second I keep some music, and some movies. Well...I forgot my password for the Administrator User, and it's really killing me. I can't update my iPod unless i'm on the administrator user. I went on the WindowsXP site to see if I could get some help, but basically it said I had to reboot my computer. So either way I lose. How lame. Now I have to save all the files that I can to discs and reboot the computer. Yay.

Drove again to school today, Nicole wants me to give her a ride to some friend's house tomorrow...or friends', I don't remember lol! I don't think I can though, I have a lot of things to do after school tomorrow, plus I really need to clean the car before anyone steps foot in it, it's so dirty.There are so many things I should be doing right now;[1] My schoolwork, so that I can actually make it through my senior year, i'm failing like 4 classes. I think. or maybe just 2.[2]Cleaning the car, so that people don't get so disgusted when they ride with me.[3] Cleaning my room, so that I have more room to walk lol!Procrastination is an ugly thing. I want to gage my ears, I have been wanting to since I was 16, iam now 18 and have my license AND money, so anytime i'm at the mall I would be able to get it done, but, the only thing that holds me back is that my Dad told me that if I pierced anything then he would kick me out of the house. Not something I want right now, I have no job, money, or a place to stay at if that happens lol.I'm also a bit frustrated because no job ever wants to hire me, maybe it's because i'm still in school, I doubt that is the case though since most of my friends have jobs. Well...gotta contact Nicole now to let her now that I can't drive her anywhere tomorrow, it'll have to be on thursday.