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Feeling: leftout
Drove again to school today, Nicole wants me to give her a ride to some friend's house tomorrow...or friends', I don't remember lol! I don't think I can though, I have a lot of things to do after school tomorrow, plus I really need to clean the car before anyone steps foot in it, it's so dirty.

There are so many things I should be doing right now;
[1] My schoolwork, so that I can actually make it through my senior year, i'm failing like 4 classes. I think. or maybe just 2.
[2]Cleaning the car, so that people don't get so disgusted when they ride with me.
[3] Cleaning my room, so that I have more room to walk lol!

Procrastination is an ugly thing. I want to gage my ears, I have been wanting to since I was 16, iam now 18 and have my license AND money, so anytime i'm at the mall I would be able to get it done, but, the only thing that holds me back is that my Dad told me that if I pierced anything then he would kick me out of the house. Not something I want right now, I have no job, money, or a place to stay at if that happens lol.

I'm also a bit frustrated because no job ever wants to hire me, maybe it's because i'm still in school, I doubt that is the case though since most of my friends have jobs. Well...gotta contact Nicole now to let her now that I can't drive her anywhere tomorrow, it'll have to be on thursday.
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I'll show you bullet, lawl.
Yeah...that sucks. Focus in school moo.
Do it.
[Anonymous]
Dang it I forgot to sign in...
Haha yea it was me if ou couldnt figure it out.
Don't get too discouraged, I didn't have a job for like 2 months and now i make 30 000 a year with my current job, i'm 18 and still in school too!!! I have 3 piercings and I had 4 total. My eyebrow, cartilage and 2 lobes... It's cool tho. I think i might wanna guage my ears just a little tiny tiny tiny bit*! Idunno,we'llsee! Add me as a friend, and check my diary out!
thanks.. i am glad someone feels the same way! i am really glad you said you felt the same way.... it kinda makes me feel a little bit more normal...
*me
maybe it's not my picture that's lagging...maybe it's your big fat raped computer!!!
I work at a company called Fanueil. Telecomunications. It's ok for now. The money's great but yeah... My sis ears are 00's...
DOUBLE ZERO'S. I actually think I maybe wanna guage my ears.. mhmm
Jus a little bit