Carl, if you read this.. Im sorry. You expect me not to be angry !? Your fuckin Girlfriend was talking to me. You neva Even told me she would ever come on. Your lucky man. i could of ruined it all for you. yet now your angry at me, for no reason. When i could of fckd up your relationship with her.. Maybe i should of. But i thought that ruining our friendsship wouldnt have been worth it. Obviously it dont mean much to you. Maybe i should hurt myself again.. But maybe if you are gona treat my like this maybe hurting myself ova you jsut isnt worth it. Few Mintutes later.. (added) Yep. He hates me.. Hes nto talking to me nwo coz it upsets his girlfriend.. Fuck, she txts sum guys nd he hates it but she aint gona stop that.. Afta all i did. I so should of ruined it for him, If only, then i would still have him. If neone thinks hes being a dick, or could talk sum reason into him so he will talk to me again, his email address is nuistyles@hotmail.com