well... WHAT CAN I SAY? i cum and i go farrrrrrrrr tooooooooo offfften these months and weeks and days? mid-evening-superbowl. WHERE ARE YOU? i/m viisiting my deardeardear brother and attempting to fain interest in this event. and yes i am still alive. barely. of course. -------------------------- UPDATE: i/ve been to california and i/ve been back to new york and right now i/m in philidelphia and loathing it and tomorrow i/m off to seattle for another day of my older sister/s coddling and complaining and after that i/m back to new york for some memory-walks with the folks who don/t necessarily hate me at the moment but don/t mistake that for loving me and then i/m at a loss and completely lost as to what or where i am headed. time bids me everywhere at once. *i have no apartment. *i after 3 months of bickering i decided i need no girlfriend or at least the one i had anydays. (she got the apartment in the break-off). *i am not employed. my income comes from an unusual number of sources including leander. *i am not in the mood for maturity or responsibility which explains a lot of my problems. etc. ETC. etc. -------------------------------- now i/m doomed watching some horrible movie on comedy central and wondering if (whoever controls the time slots or show settings) actually thoughT this was FUNNY? i hope not. i reallyreally hope not. you know what i need. a myspace. where my face can be put on display for tomorrow and the next day. i think i/ll investigate this. as of now. word? up? sincerely. -alexander the magnificent.