Listening to: 'life as we know it' (tv show)
Feeling: empty
have you ever just beem sitting there and felt...nothing inside?
i have been feeling like that a lot lately
and i cant change it
i cant get anything done
because im trying to deal with it
deal with nothing
it makes no sense
i just feel like crying
but then i think
wtf am i crying about?
then i just feel stupid.
'its kinda hard to laugh at me, if im beating you to it'
yeah wheneve ri dye my hair black i end up staining my hands for a while even though i wear gloves...strange.
i dunno she said ive missed too much school and i cant see him until exams are over but the only reason ive missed schoo lately is ive been throwing up sick..so its that really my fault...and yeah he lives kinda far away other wise i would
but yeah thats the story.
and yeah its cool that u added me ill b sure and add you too.
so the nothing inside? is that good or bad?
i used to feel numb alot. like i never really cared enough to be sad or happy i was just numb. it was wierd.
well ta ta
much love.
-lola-
lol yumm