we'll all take turns ~~ I'm so angry. I shouldnt be, but I am. I feel as if I could set everyone and everything on fire with just my hate for it. It's not them, its me. I know that. But it's killing me to be this angry. Everything and everyone is so annoying lately and its such a pain to try and make conversation. I must assure you,it's really not them, its me being way over sensitive these days. Things are strange. I cant even try to care about anything anymore. I see the things I need to do but I cant feel any sort of desire to acheive them.(depression?) no this is something else. Something of an ironic moribid bitter happiness I suppose. Bittersweet. Its a sick sad world in lulu brain But As always I'll get over it. So dont you worry and lets have a fiesta! ayi yi yiyiyii!!! Ta Ta my children. I mean loves. -lulu-

Well this week has become a catastrophe There are so many things going on inside my head that i want a zombie bear to attack me and eat them all out. I know things could be worse. ButI just want everything to work out alright. If not, things will change. For better and for worse. I'm off to knock out my throbbing teeth. TaTa lollipops -lulu-

Why cant we all be robots. I wouldnt ever get sick. I wouldnt ever be the sad person when everyone is happy. I'd just perform programmed tasks and be all shiney and chrome. Oh those emotionless machines, they've got it made. I'm a maniac on the loose these days killing smiles and drowning in plastic humor ohh dear. lets hope this doesnt get too scary. Later cats. -LuLu- PS: robots dont have self confidence and self image problems, they dont have identity crisis's and they dont fall in love. so fuck me fred, why can't i be one. (note: yes, I'm a silly emo little girl, whachu gonna do?)

3 cheers for being antisocial! hip hip. h00ray! hip hip. h00ray! hip hip. H00RAY! ...bleh, I dont know why. And I dont care to figure it out. Ta Ta lovaaaaaaaaass ♥ [|.u..u]

wow I was just thinking of how its too bad there isnt one that said "have to pee" yet there it was. muaha. ~ anyways, I think the views of myself are changing. Which would be a good thing. Because what they were before, werent so great. ~ I know what I have to do this year, I know what I need to achieve I'm on a mission. And I will rip out the intestines and make a garland to hang on my christmas tree, of anyone who stands in my way. ...bitch. *snap snap* goodbye my lovaaaaasss ♥ -LuLu-

god damn, I'm such a scene kid. but...the good kind...right...? I hope. . . . anyways I'm excited! for school! I cant wait to start putting some new knowledge in this unused brain of mine. I'm just. . .excited. And you should be too, for LuLu is a happy camper. NO! not camper. I'm not camping! whats wrong with me!! my eyes!! Ahhh........buffalo!!! !!HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! . . . Whew. sry you had to see that. goodbye. ♥ -LuLu-

who am I kidding? I'm a bumbling fool trying to pass herself off as being cool.

woooo0oooo for new layouts! background compliments of..me! weee! I'm thinking a couple stackers, a couple cups of chai will be my savior. screw sleeping. theres only about 3 weeks of summer left, and I'm not going to spend them sleeping. ive got art art art and music on the brain. and o my brothers you cant wait to see what happens next. [NOTE:A clockwork orange is a wonderful book. and you learn a new language to speak in. and its the language of the cool kids] Ta loves ♥ -LuLu-

I'm blind They are blind colorblind I'm black and white I've just had a realization a heart smashing realization I've got these thoughts these ideas these problems and I look at my "friends" the ones that exist as just names now. the ones lingering on my stupid AIM list and there is not one person I can tell through all my years, Theres never been anyone to talk to. I have no one left to tell -lulu

I've grown a lot of love for things since last night/this morning. ♥ sneaking out ♥ noelle's house ♥ cook school ♥ funny people ♥ vault ♥ lil chef ♥ marc riding in the trunk ♥ the ralfie story ♥ a clockwork orange ♥ Girls night ♥ cruising at night ♥ people ♥ sleep Deprivation ♥ Hot tea ♥ rhyming dictionaries ♥ mr.frankie, the stuffed monkey ♥ dillusion ♥ last night ♥ this morning ♥ right now. more days should be like these. Ta loves -LuLu

how can people be so fucking ignorant how can someone make me feel as bad as this im so upset im shaking. so here is my venting session. ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher ihateherihateherihateherihateher hate hate hate hate hate. i want to run away i want to go live in some far away country with no contact with my mom no contact with anyone. and just, be. ♥ lulu

for once I've got goals and for once I'm working towards them This is a new and improved Lauren a happier, more in-control Lauren Woo isnt this exciting kids? you know you want to throw a party. and who the fuck is sonny moore?? someone please inform me. Ta Ta my dolly dolls. -LuLu-

its fucking hot motha. Hmmmm maybe some new found confidence but maybe not i dont want to jynx anything. but nevertheless i feel smashing. and ice cream man is the best fucking movie ever. it raped bleeders in the ear 23 times. anyways. cant wait to jam with jane and the band. since the cafe didnt work out, because people are bastards, I'm putting my focus on my only dream left, this band. but I'm out to roam the streets of this empty town with my gals. Ta ta dollies

If only my eyes were made out of candy then when I was bored or hungry I would simply take them out and eat them. if only. if only. I love summer. I dont love Dan leaving for 3 weeks. I love cigarettes. I dont love doctors' appointments. psh. oh well, everyone knowws in sveeeden we party harty!!! all night!! Ta ta dolly dolls -LuLu-

Nothing has changed except my state of mind and that'll probably dissapear as it tends to do in this town I'm realizing how lovely medatation is and getting in touch with the more spiritual side of things we are just physical beings on a physical plane, containing our souls. zoning out. gotta go. ta ta dollies -lulu-

Inspiration! !!! Love!! Summer!!! These make Me a happy LuLu. I want to give everyone a hug. not just a hug but a.. GIANTBEARSUPERDUPERISCREAMFORICECREAM ....hug. Ta Ta dollies. -LuLu-

Grrr.. People really suck sometimes. Alright, is it really nessicary to go out of your way to point something out that makes fun of someone? I dont think so. They say they dont want to be judged but they are all just fucking hypocrites. They say they hate being copied well you know what you're fucking liars. So drown in your filth and your empty smiles and laughs that are at other's expense. I hope you choke on them. Sometimes I hate girls and the drama and gossip that often consumes their lives. It reminds me of why I hung out with guys all last year. Thankfully not all the girls I know are like that. I cherish those ones. The rare ones. ~*~ thanks to this little venting session, I have sucessfully returned to my wonderful loving state. Just not loving those people. Do you ever just sigh and get a feeling of love but not know what for? Maybe for life in general, maybe for the people you cant wait to see. who knows. But I do it alot. At the strangest times. anyways this is long Ta Ta dollies.

More ideas. More inspiration. More music. More art. Less sleep. Less interest. Less motivation. Less laughing. I'm feeling lovely balanced by the wonderful and horrible. School's almost out and I can almost taste the freedom. And it tastes like spaghetti. Excuse me, I meant: sPAgHHeeeeeTTi! love love dolly dolls. Ta Ta [.L.u.L.u.]

wow. I'm so confused. so dreafully confused. and I hate crying. meh?

mmm I'm in a lovely mood. content. I want to frolic and lay in the grass while singing. Oh us wonderfully-dark-yet-happy-go-lucky people. We're quite the silly armadildos if I do say so myself. hail satan. hail satan, tonight. later dollies - your lovely cunt lulu -