It's kind of sad when a teenager cannot express theirself through their thoughts, comments, or even diaries. The teen years are the hardest. Considering I cannot have privacy from my own parent I had to delect my memories. I understand the fact of taking my cell phone away and grounded me, but invading my privacy just isn't right. I really can't believe my own family would do this. I feel so much distrust towards things right now. Okay so now this is going to be the new beginning to my diary. Even though deleting all of my entries sadens me I believe this is better then having my diary read by my family. I am trying to get a job soon so I can help my mom around the house a little bit. Ashley is going away to college in the fall I think. My dad left Reah again but that wont last long. That's okay though. Oh and I finally get ungrounded Sunday. I have to go wake up my mom now. L8 Jessica