I FEEL LIKE PEYTON SAWYER DID IN ONE OF THE EARLY FIRST SEASON EPISODES OF OTH, WHEN SHE THOUGHT HER DRAWINGS DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING. I KNOW NOW HOW SHE FELT. I TOO WANNA DRAW A FADING SUMMER OR BLIND FAITH... OR RATHER FIND THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE IT IN MY SONGS. "IT'S LIKE WHEN YOU SEE A GREAT BAND LIVE IN CONCERT FOR THE FIRST TIME AND NO ONE'S SAYING IT, BUT EVERYONE'S THINKING IT... 'WE HAVE SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN AGAIN.'" I WANNA FIND THAT FEELING, BUT I CAN'T. AND IF I CAN'T BE GREAT AT IT, THEN I DON'T WANNA RUIN IT. IT'S TOO IMPORTANT TO ME