too confused

im so confused i dont know what to do. only cuase i dont know how i feel .im upset really cuase i always get myself into shit like this and im not smart so i seem to have too much trouble getting out and i feel so bad for the other guy but not for the other. cuase he like loved me first but now someone else likes me and its like wtf why but dont know what to do.cuase its hard to say but i dont know what i want i mean is that bad? i mean am i just that selfish but its bad cuase they both dont know. i guess i seem so inocent adn not like that but i think im just being a selfish little bitch! but i cant do anyting ughhhhhhh someone help me plzz
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i got my hair done its blonde and shorter and layered with bangs on the side it kinda sucks cuasse i liked the lenght before but ohh well brenna
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different

Listening to: ???
Feeling: dumb
so you find out it wasnt someones fault but someone close to them and you blame them for what someone else says and they attack and you do the same and soon you find you dont have them any more but then it doesnt matter any more and there is nothin you can do when your head spins saying i miss it but i hate hate hate it but you cant decide and just wanna leave it alone and that is what you do
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:brenna Birthday:october 18Birthplace:westchesterCurrent Location:honesdaleEye Color:light blueHair Color:blondeHeight:5'3Right Handed or Left Handed:rightYour Heritage:british/americanThe Shoes You Wore Today:socksYour Weakness:im easily manipulatedYour Fears:crawly bugsYour Perfect Pizza:umm cheeseGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:i really dont knowYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lolThoughts First Waking Up:im tiredYour Best Physical Feature:idk my eyes maybeYour Bedtime:when im tiredYour Most Missed Memory:englandPepsi or Coke:cokeMacDonalds or Burger King:macdonaldsSingle or Group Dates:singleLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nesteaChocolate or Vanilla:vanillaCappuccino or Coffee:umm cappuccino wait maybe coffee yea idkDo you Smoke:yeaDo you Swear:yesDo you Sing:lol i guessDo you Shower Daily:courseHave you Been in Love:yeaDo you want to go to College:im not really sure btu i know im gonna goDo you want to get Married:yeaDo you belive in yourself:im not sure (noty really)Do you get Motion Sickness:noDo you think you are Attractive:i could beAre you a Health Freak:nah uhDo you get along with your Parents:not at allDo you like Thunderstorms:yea there hotDo you play an Instrument:umm nooIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yesIn the past month have you Smoked:yesIn the past month have you been on Drugs:yeaIn the past month have you gone on a Date:umm not like a date but sortaIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:lotsIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:i dont remember posiblyIn the past month have you eaten Sushi:eww yuckIn the past month have you been on Stage:nopeIn the past month have you been Dumped:noIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:hell yeaIn the past month have you Stolen Anything:hmmEver been Drunk:lots a timesEver been called a Tease:yes :(Ever been Beaten up:no ive been hit thoughEver Shoplifted:not that i know ofHow do you want to Die:having sex :)What do you want to be when you Grow Up:a stripper lol :)What country would you most like to Visit:englandIn a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:brown or greenFavourite Hair Color:black or brownShort or Long Hair:layered but like skaterHeight:like 5'6 round thereWeight:not fatBest Clothing Style:prolly skater punk but i dont careNumber of Drugs I have taken:idkNumber of CDs I own:lotsNumber of Piercings:2 maybeNumber of Tattoos:noneNumber of things in my Past I Regret:dunnoCREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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im pissed off cuz i treated my boyfriend like shit and hes like if you ever cheated on me i'd dump you and im like oh if you did it to me i'd be pissed off but wouldnt dump you for it and now im super nice to him and he thinks he can treat me like shit cuz he thinks he can get away with anyting but he cant so now im gonna be bitchey back cuz he doesnt like own me and cant tell me what to do and think ill be ok with it cuz im not and hes gonna find that out soon enough so if he wants to play dirty we'll play all i can say is lets roll son
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