nothing much is going on in my life right now other then i feel really happy and accepted more then i ever have in my entire life. as we all do i sometimes think bad things about my self like the way i look or my health. and my mentel state. (yes sometimes i think iam crazy) but even tho i still feel the most accepted a person can feel tara truly makes me happy more happy then i could ever imagin. i wana go to so many concerts coming up well 3 but still its alot for a person who dosnt get out much . lamb of god and all that remains isplaying here in scranton and hypocercy,soilwork and darktranquillity is playing in philly then a week later children of bodom are playing i cant go to all the shows so its a tuff desion. my mom wants me to vist some time around her b-day ide love to but i dunno if i can affored it atm. it would be a nice b-day gift to her tho i miss her alot and i can tell she misses me just by the way she never wants to get off the phone with me. its weird how much affection a person will show someone when there not around. my father is still the same nice when iam gone ass when iam there. but i even miss him a tad. that is all for now laters