I've gotten things a bit cleared up with Ryan. Read the AIM conversation below. I'm plastic stars321, he's pitselehINtheHAY. plastic stars321: when you said that you liked me a few weeks ago...is that still true today? sorry, im a paranoid loser and im just wondering if you still do or not...BLAH sorry :-X pitselehINtheHAY: yes and i was meaning to talk to you about this too pitselehINtheHAY: the thing is pitselehINtheHAY: i still like you but i can't really have a girlfriend right now:- because i have to get other things in my life kind of sorted out (i.e. school, family, etc) plastic stars321: that's fine, i'm not like...pressuring you or anything haha. i understand completely. sorry for asking you like this, im just really really paranoid when it comes to boys. and i was scared that i was coming off as too pushy or obnoxious or something, so i was kind of freaking out :-Xbut i feel relieved now pitselehINtheHAY: noooo dont be sorry pitselehINtheHAY: im sorry i just cant do it right now:- plastic stars321: and YOU dont be sorry either! it's fine, im just glad that you dont hate me. hahah i need to stop being so paranoid pitselehINtheHAY: ahaha yaaay OKAY So I'm relieved that he still likes me, but disappointed that we can't date right now. But it's alright. I'm just happy that he doesn't hate me. :)