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here's some things about me:

1. i like meeting new people.
2. i like it when people flatter me.
3. i fall in love easily.

comment me and i'll fucking love you. i promise.


so now for the real entry.

school was the same, as usual. but i had a bad day but julie was there. i love julie. what would i do without her? she's the best person i've ever met and i'd die if i lost her. i remember when i had fallen in love with her. she never felt the same way. but we've become close friends ever since then. i love her to death. i saw this pretty girl. she was beautiful. but she's one of those popular girls, those pretty girls that never would look my way. but she was still beautiful. her name is Hannah. i don't want to fall in love. i'm afraid. it's tragic.

Homophobia and You:
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong.

Read 11 comments
What is it with everyone taking the tragedy line?
aww...haha hello person.
hi.
i hope your heart will be less lonely.
very soon.
i know i don't know you and you probably think it is stupid to say but.
i think that any girl would be lucky to have you. even that pretty popular girl.
o my god.
that is so sad.
people that are gay or whatever should have all the rights we have.
and no one should treat them differently based on how they feel for the same sex as them.
awww i like that. im a homo...haha.
i can't imagine what it would be like to have a boy write that i was pretty in his online journal. i think i would marry him.

your diary is real rad by the way.
ur diary is very cute...xoxo
---(@lori
i like that "homophobia and you" thing. someone forwarded it to me on myspace.
thnx..i rlly hope u dont mind but i added u..feel free 2 do the same..or if u dont want me 2 have added u just lemmie kno & ill take it off..if thats u in ur top left pic..then ur rlly cute..xoxo
---(@lori
well thanx hun & if u ever need ne1 2 talk 2 u can comment me or email me (xprincessdip14x@aol.com) xoxo
---(@lori
you sound cool. i hope you get hannah....whoever she is.

-TINE