Confusion sets in

Listening to: silence of the office
Feeling: confused
So i have 10 minutes to kill. I'm waiting at work with nothing to do. I want 6 hrs though so I'll stick it out till 5:30. So lets see what to talk about. Bruce finally called me last night. Made my night even if he did call at 1am. I don't mind. Hes to cute to get mad at :) Tony still hasn't called. Which is kinda upsetting. Yes i'm seeing 2 guys. Its not like i'm dating either one. The moment one of them wants to coment to me i'll stop seeing the other. Its hard though. I like both a lot. I have tony who is sweet and kind. He gives me this funny feeling in my tummy when he holds my hand. Then theres Bruce. Hes the life of the party. He like to kiss me in public. I have so much fun with him. Down fall to both guys. They are both in bands so that takes time away from me. I can handle that. I'm a great band g/f. Both work alot too. Tony I hardly see. Unless hes playing a show I rarely get him to myself. When i do its fun. We go to the movies and whatnot. Sometimes we just hang out at my house. He likes to make plans then ditches out. One time i asked him to come hang out at my house after his show. He said he would but he had to take someone home first. I waited up for him and nothing. Finally I said screw it and got online. He had left me a myspace message saying he was tired and went home. I gave hims shit for that last time we hung out. He should have just called. I would have went to bed. I was pretty tired too. He did the same thing the other night. He wanted me to come over after his son was asleep. He was going to call. It never happened. I fell asleep waiting for him. He still hasn't said sorry. Bruce. What can I say about Bruce. I don't think he wants a g/f. I'm not sure though. He tells me i'mbeautiful and sexy. He kisses me in front of people. He wil hold my hand. He takes me to his house and we listen to music and watch movies all night. I go to his practices. I see him every thursday. For the most part hes with me. THere was one time he was very drunk and made out with this nasty older lady. I was pissed. I didn't talk to him for a few weeks. But I couldn't stay away. I like him to much. He calls and talks to my kids. Its just cute. I'm so confused when it comes to guys. I hate it and love it all at the same time. Welp its been over 10 minutes. so I must be off. :)
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