This morning I thought I was going to die in band. I messed up so many times. I dont know why I was doing really well for a while. This morning I couldn't get to my spot and I got yelled at twice. I hate band which is why I'm quiting soon as this year is done. This afternoon was a little better. I had dinner with my sister at Jacks. We bonded over moments of aqured silnce. It was okay we played this weird game on the little computer and won. It's funny how something little can make things better. My mom is still being craby. I hope she gets better soon or I'll have to leave for a while.