How does an awesome day turn in to a nightmare? And why can't everthing be less complicatied? Everything gets mixed up and turn upside down untill you don't know which way your supposed go. You think so hard you dont even know what you started thinking about. You try to make sense of things and end up more confused then when you started. You dont have control of anything and just try to stay real. Which is getting harder all the time. It is hard to keep who you basically are and become a better person at the same time.