wow i cant believe you. cant believe i wasted my whole summer being with you...thinkin about you. caring about you. worrying about you. and now youre denying everything. you know what, youre fuckin pathetic. youre such a little boy. you think your "friends" are gonna be there for you like i was..i doubt it. you cant even tell your "friends" eveyrthing you could tell me..you said it yourself, theyd make fun of you. which is probably the reason you want nothing to do with me because youre friends are probably giving you a hard time about me..which is pretty gay because none of them seemed to have a problem with me over the summer. and maybe if YOU had some fuckin balls, you could tell them to shut the fuck up..but i know you just put up with everything they say, and i hate it. why do you let people walk on you? some day, youre gonna have no one, youre really not. your "friends" arent your true frriends...you lie to them about being with girls so that they wont make fun of you... there are so many secrets you have from your friends..but I know them.. who was there for you when you got kicked out? me..i didnt see any of your friends worrying about you. your friends arent gonna sit there and listen to you when youre upset about something...because to your friends, youre fat mike or fatty- youre the big tuff guy who doesnt let things bother him. but to me,youre michael paul...or one of the boys. i know that you have a sensitive side, i know that people some times say things that hurt you but you just dont say anyrthing..you dont show that its bothering you. i know that because YOU told me. and im sorry for everything ive been saying, and doing lately. you know i dont mean any of it. it just kills me when you treat me like shit..when i was there for you alllll summer. it gets me so jealous to see you with all your "friends"..i just think of every summer night we spent togething holding each other..thinkin it would alst for ever. but whatever, you obviouisly have a lot of maturing to do. i hope everything goes well for you because you deserve the best, but if something ever goes wrong..or if you ever just needa talk to someone, dont call me. just think of everything we once had and realize that you made a big mistake. realize that no other girl is gonna worry about you, or put up with your shit like i have, no other girl is gonna make you her world..im your ride or die chick and theres NO other girl whos gonna be there like i have.