i miss you

so all the "i love yous" were jsut a lie? boy you had me on such an amazing high. i miss all of our crazy times. when i was yours and you were mine. every summer night i spent with you while holding hands, i bragged about you being my boo. i never imagined that youd forget me i was the first girl that would ever be. we use to talk all hours of the night just so we could set things right gettin crunk on smirnoff and mikes and learning each others likes and dislikes from yeast infections to sex, cutting to fears, i told you everything i shoulve known we would only remain a summer fling having dry sex was fun but you left right when it was done now i have no one to kiss only a boy who is greatly missed there are no longer arms around me to keep me safe and warm my heart has now been officially torn.
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I hope that's only a poem, and that your heart wasn't broken.

I know what it's like to hurt, and I'm sorry it happened. But things will get easier, and all those things you mentioned will be memories that you can look back on, and smile at.
Take care, I love the pink of your diary.
Jenn
Thx for the comment...I know it's not that big of an age difference...but he must think it is...Plus my parents would freak if they found out. They got mad when I was dateing a 19 year old...But what mommy doesn't know won't hurt her....lol
[Anonymous]
Thanks for the comment, I'm trying to live my life according to my best interests. I don't think there's anything wrong with the things that I do.

How have you been lately? I haven't heard from you in a while.

♥Dizzle
I've had a lot of drama with my exes, it happens. Men can be dicks but they get over themselves sooner or later. Hang in there, everything will clear up eventually.

♥Dizzle