Hey Im 18 now. Which is weird to me. Actually Ive been 18 for the last week and a half but its starting t really set in. I didnt really want to be 18. To much responsibilities. But like last night i went to some clubs in Santa Barbara for the first time. It was pretty cool. Plenty of hot guys. Problem is I was there with a friend of mine. THis guy has been one of my best friends for like the last 7 1/2 years. And actually he was my first kiss. Which was when i was 15. By the way hes 7 years older than me. But we only kissed once and hes been a great friend since. He listen to anything I have to say. And now hes like a big brother. Hes actually threatened guys not to fuck things up w/ me because theyll never live to regret it. Well last night were talking and he decides to tell me, and this is in his actual words that hes had the hots for me for the last 6 years. And now he wants to make something of it because its not "illegal" anymore. Ok but im sorry thats gross hes seriosly like a brother to me. There is no way this is happening, EVER. And the weird part is before he told me this we were at the club and were dancing but i finally just want to go cause hes acting like hes got claim to me and no other guys would come up to me. The only time they did was when I asked him to get me a drink then like four guys walk up to me. But it was ridiculous. I feel bad but I dont want to hang out with him anymore. All last night I felt weird around him. I mean im sorry but Im 18 and hes 25. Its wrong. At least for us.